ok...she nvr go school..today...
ok... kinda miss her alot....
but ya... kinda sad...because she is having a bad mood...
yup... i m thinking like... if the letter make u angry... then like
ya...u may say is nth...but ya... i kinda unhappy... tat it still mean something to you....
but ya... i dun realli wanna say anything..just letting my thoughts out....
so my mood is actually kinda baad today.... because of this.....
I DUN WAN TO SHARE!!!!!!!!!!!
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok...play basketball till i wan to beat someone up... rahh.......
at least my friends is for mi....
ok...


hmm hope u will not be angry anymore.... alright.... ???
cheer up.. my sweet heart....

ok....
rahhhhh!!!!
ok... crabbing is fun...at friday....
had a great time.... and wonderful... i caught a few crabs...
haha.. spend times wit friends and stufff.... get to noe the people there...
kw dun sad....


ok today is like... rah....
cannot stand tat guy attitude... is like
pls u are getting more and more gl....
and u are the one tat owe mi money then still give mi attitude....
i wan to box u upside down....zzzzzzzzzz
u are like changing...
is not i wan to be like so
stingy or something... is like u say u dun haf money then u still eat like a pig...... eat so many things.... _l_



can just say i like having mense... suddenly mood swing....and the worst part.... is she dun care!! so sad.... -.-
i think she oso unhappi wit her test.... dun sad alright... dar is always there for my gal....



ok i got study abit today :)

dear... i dunno when u will read this... i think u veri long nvr visit my blog...
haha.... dear... i m veri sorry tat i shouted at you when i display my anger..
dear.... hope u will listen to mi more.... i haf reason behind everything when i tell u to do something... ya... i just simply love u ......
i hope u will nvr leave mi alone when i need u....
hmmm....
i hope our relationship get better...
i love u....
someone help mi wit my studies... i am getting lazy to study

things just get better... when..
i begin to love GOD more and more...
and test tat i haf pass....
i m veri happi tat my life get better...
as i begin to love GOD more then anything...
i begin to haf more change in mi...
i m not tat short temper....
i starting to change myself more and more...

my relationship wit her become veri Good because GOD see my faithness and begin to bless this relationship for my sake....
i love !!!!!U.....

ok.... yesterday...kinda bored wit everything....
just like dun haf the heart to do anything.....
cox of something...which did something to mi....
so kinda bored.... went to church and ya..... maybe a bit happy for awhile in the presense of GOD but after awhile when eating.... i m really sad....
i just cant take it.... i cannot hold on....
my face just change.... i cant act happy any longer... i dun deny tat i m terribly upset....
angel noe i m sad.... and she ask why.... ya...then i just kept quiet...
she say share la!!! anythings she oso share wit mi....
ya....then i say....
kinda moody... really wanna breakdown actually but i cant cox too mani people....
and a small kid in our cg come to mi and ask u wan to be my god brother...or daddy... then i m like ok...ahhahaha.... cant reject kids...
then angel just encourage mi.... she tell mi for the mean time dun get so close to a gal...and get spiritually strong...
yup.... i will not get close to other gals... cox i wan her...
then like she cheer mi up... she realli veri gd at this...
then the kid needed to go home... and she dunno how to... then angel and mi send her home.....
then after sended her home.... angel and mi take cab home.... different cab to different home....
and a good thing happen
on the mrt a guy offer a seat to mi because i m sitting on the floor.....
is like a gd thing for the day... but i nvr accept cox i lazy to stand up and pai seh....


really blessed to noe tat at the veri least there will be someone for mi


ok... today cg was great!!!!!!!!!!!
is like great i can feel GOD once again....veri touch today... because...
there is no large sin tat HE cannot forgive....
HE is always there for mi even i m always running away from HIM
and i m like crying in the presense of GOD... and said tat i m nvr too rebellion for HIM.... HE love mi just the way i m... the darrion i m... i m myself i can be myself.... yupp.....
and went to celebrate mar birthday.....
happi birthday mar...hope u are happi.





ok....
if i can turn back time....
i would haf cherish more....and nvr do wrong things... if i m given a chance...
i wanna say i wanna be wit you forever.....
i miss u badly and i seriously love u.....
i dunno wat to say to you...
i felt so weird....
and pain...

ok...cant seem to sleep..ya... kinda sad...
yup....ok..this two days... not really myself....
like wearing a mask... acting to be happy but not...
ok... yup... i believe i m strong.... but i nvr am.....
i breakdown... terribly...when i m alone...where no one see mi....
anger and sadness just come at one time....
my heart is so cold and pain....

problems come... people convert their hurts to mi.....
where they angry at mi...friend and mum... and everyone.....
where i haf my hurts ,loneliness...i facing it myself.....
feeling being used..... by people.....


i m just no longer who i m....where i show my emotions openly....
being myself....
but i m no longer myself....
learning to protect myself.....
walls just being built.....where i no longer can get hurt...no longer can feel love.....

SORRY!!!

ok...

im bluff alot of ppl that i and her broke off

the truth is we are still loving each other alot

and i want thank that those ppl who care for me.

and those care for me are good frens.

sorry ah!

tartar~~~=)

love her always

we will last forever and ever...

ok....
veri sad
ya....
i cried for a day!!!!
ya....i didnt expect tat yesterday which is our one year is
our last day together....
u leave mi alone
walking away... turning ur back away from mi.....
my heart is so pain....
we promised tat we will be together forever
u said tat i m the guy u love
and nvr leave mi alone...
why did u leave mi alone
:(

one year is so loving and great...
but is the worst....
you said tat i m flirt and u say tat we dun suit one another....
am i not gd enough for u?
u are the onli woman i love and i love the most...
u are my life...
i cant live without u....
dun leave mi :(

hmmm...today is kinda sad....and lonely...
ya....
hmm....
i haf nightmares recently...
bad one...
hmmm the satan noe mi welll...



kinda dissappointing wit things...
but is alright....
i going to be strong veri strong :)
future apostle? will it come true?




because no matter wat there is always someone there for mi
to be there for mi...the faithful and loving one:)
THANKS!!!!!! JESUS...
thanks keefe dear....
ate lunch wit him...
haha.....
later meeting her too... yay!!!

haha... at last update...
be frank i m super lazy to update....

hmm manyy things happen recently....
hope things work out for the better.. hmmm
something we quarrel till veri bad...but things do work out in the end....
just realli love u alot...


my gal u are always on my mind.
would u let mi spend my life wit u.
i love u
i just wan to hold u tightly to mi


hmmm this one is i think one hor....
hope u appreciate it:)
love u lots