praise the LORD in good time or in bad times...
just praise HIM....
everything gonna be alright for mi...


smile and dun talk so much o,0
best way....


some feeling are to be kept....
some thoughts are to be kept...

i haf read this sentence which says "love is to keep quiet when the person do something wrong"
maybe it dont applied to mi but....
i dunno wat to do le... when i saw the reaction....when i say wat i realli feel....
ok... when see her cried my heart realli melts...
but i dunno wat to do...
keeping the hurts to myself is it better.?


hmm....
sometime i m just simply confused....
we promised each other to be transparent to one another...
but seems tat the promise is fading away....

maybe just realli flooding my mind wit thoughts...
maybe sometime letting go is better... then finding the matter and settle it... straight in the face....

ok....
camping was fun....
but seriously is tiring...
ya....
haven sleep well....
hmm....
to be truthful... i m experincing GOD once again.... haven HIS grace upon mi...
it is fabulaous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the feeling is veri great....
hmm.... maybe silence is not tat bad after all...
just realli pray after tat..... i feel better... when GOD just comfort mi... when i dun realli think much.... but realli just feel the presence......
GOD will nvr fail mi but man always does.....

sowing into the right ground and prosper like nvr before....
guide mi for the rest of my days... protect mi from harms....
heal mi when i m heartbroken......
rise mi up when my hopes are down.....



mood kinda bad and sour....
is alright.....GOD is wit mi forever and ever...

hmm... spent time wit sweetheart....
watch kung fu panda... haha...
is veri cute....
ya... dear dear see le.. veri happi...
i oso veri happi...
ya...
then we just see down and talk....
haha.... sometime... we tend to quarrel over alot of small matter...
haha...
but now... relationship is better le...
ya... i noe tat
our relationship is becoming better....
ya....
haha....
i think i must save money....
ya:)

ok... at night went to kw house to ton...
lol....
is like not bad... and we noe some dirty secret.... haha......



later going to fetch her... then i think tat
at night the camp will be fun i think....
haha....
i will not any how de... ya...so reassure ok:)
love u so much....

hmm... our brother haf different kind of bonds and thinking...
ya...
hope tat
it will work well...
ws and hl....
they two quarrel abt game.. lol....
game is evil....
haha...

and to keefe be happi hor
haha

ok.... so bloody angry....
stupid gal.. so petty...
fuck off away from mi la... if cannot take it...


ok... i noe i m wrong but...
is like even i m in wrong... telling mi to apologize... is abit over ba....
and infront of alot of people can....
need to understand guys ego !!!!!!!!
i think nvm la.... i think u are oso in between veri wei na... but
like.... rahhh... i dunno wat to say... i think next wit your friends i just shut up better....
u may say is my fault... totally agree it...
but telling mi off infront of people.... just for a _(#*@*
hurt alot actually....
so main point(wit gals. guys shut up)




bitch_/_ (refer to someone petty)

ok....
hmmm...
had a quality time wit her...
and then talk...
then she say tat "guy should do this"
lol..ok...then i say typical gal...
then she say...is u spoil mi de....
last time she not like this...
haha...ok...
maybe love her too much le...


i wan to do my dnt
stuff...
i wan it perfect and flawless.... but sure not perfect...lol...
hope i do my best GOD do the rest....

andy share a word wit mi...
abt a sherperd.. and sheep...
ok.... i understand and is kinda good.. ya....

hmm....
ok...recently....
i think i haf make alot of mistake...
then cause lots of unhappiness to her...

i wan to apologize first....
sorry maybe i tie u down?
too much...
i dunno wat to do to be a good bf...

ok...
i still cause insecurity...
to you...
hmmmm.... i will do my best to give u sercurity...
i m sorry to give u this kind of feeling...


hmm... went to nich house to ton... lol... i still the same fall asleep at the sofa...
while watching tv....
is the same as last time... watch tv till fall asleep...
at sofa.... and the first one.....
same as last time...
nvr get a chance to sleep at his bed... not fair can...
lol.... i keep eating at his house... i going to be fat...
haha
....
ok... went to swim oso...is kinda fun... ya....
hmmm... when i reach someone party... first thing is eat....lol...
i like eat and eat....
ok....
play game.... y8 lol....
hmmm... i make dear angry again
D;


ok...heard wen shen say tat
the earth.... is dying...

ok... i got alot of things i wan to do and i dun wan to lose it...
i felt the burden stronger than ever...
but i dun wan to stand around doing nothing... i wan to be like last time
strong.... i wan to haf a faith like a child...

ok.... actually wan to go wit her... to see her hair been reborn...
but she dun wan ... ok... then i think i can go out wit friends... then
in the end they say nvr go out...
ok... eat dinner wit friends..because of some reason...
then i stay at home...
hmmm....
i m so so so bored...
staying at home.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rotting le la....
nvm...
worthless....
lol

i love her alot alot...


sometimes...

not everything is worth doing...
even in love...


but no matter wat i willing to do anything just for her...

ok....
wt kw and iz they all...
went to jio people....lol...



anyway.... i noe 1 thing is tat... we need to train!!!!
haaha.... now at least i noe tat we are brothers...
and i believe tat i will not want to throw away...this relationship....

and i wan to thank those who help out....
and i wan to protect those i love and nvr want my buddys and gal to get hurt....
or else i promise to be super nasty....

ok.....
fucking bad day for today...
i think i need to calm down... and
relax for a moment.....
gosh....
hypocrite....
i will evaluate myself and take time off