went out with ee kiat, mar, siona and hong yi

we watched kung fu chef -.0 and is like super lame pls

i was ridiculing the show and the actors through out the show -.-

well mar laugh because partly i am talking about the show -.-

jab meet us after the movie

and we went to eat kfc -.-

i am super terrify of fast food -.-

i do not want my life to be shorten and shorten as the days go by.

totally famish :( and soothed my grumbling stomach by the hot food :)

ok then we shop around at the it fair and i got a few things :)

haha and coincidently i saw cheryl( my primary classmate) and her sister

haha

at the IT fair we are always seperated -.- have to make tons of phone calls

lingered around the place then we head off to starbucks

and chatted,slack and took some photos with the people :0

is like so good :) enjoyable time with them :) notable memories

then headed home with jab and ee kiat

and was like so hilarious when

ee kiat wanted to take a number of a girl where he found her prominently cute

then i am like-.-

you serious-.-

in the end the girl 's boyfriend board the train after several stops.

i heave a sigh, thank GOD he did not ask for her contact-.- or else we will be having good game.

i and jab was on our way home and he ask about bt

and then he said you are like a dog rather than a boyfriend.

when needed then being called to. He said two years! she go out with her friend.

I am like -.- i did ask her to come with me if she wants 0,0 oh well

i percieve that he is sowing seeds of discord -.-

but it sounds really real :(

reach home and i start breaking down!
i totally hate you and love you at the same time

:(
insanity is so overwhelming
cause by devoid of love
the way to keep me alive

my skills -.-

become got style.. still cool

this is certainly cool... eugene photographic skills :) cool

nerd andy

nerd dardar

nerd man man

nerd van

was trying out

recently i have to handle alot of cash -.- payment for fees and laptop.how i wish i earn this amount every day. 1 k a day for a start -.-

ok

the outing was great :) i believe i have a great time with them

and i found out that i must learn to have patience like andy

was really marvel by his patience towards everyone :) and this is the spiritual fruit i lack of :) so i learn :)

ok was fun and fun where

i played game at the len ( left 4 dead)

haha

anyway is our 2 years

and well-.-

it drifted-.-

anyway happy 2 years

was really excited actually

haha oh well-..-

i got a surprise haha :O

my cousin is so so cute she is my playmate for today -.-my aunt really have a hilarious expression on her face when i ask her to take photo with methis is the game we two play for the day.
my childhood lover-.- how hilarious when i come to think of ithelping to slice the cake.ex ok. my mum buy for my little cousinmy auntmy cousin, grandmother and cousin and aunt

so tormented by recently nightmares,felt a deep pain in my heart.
when i woke up,found myself groaning in pain,uttering words that is so emotional. It is so unbearable and tremendous torment i am facing. i dread that it may happen in real life.

basically is fun and is for chew zhi qi as we celebrated for her 17th birthday. Hope is an enjoyable day for her,really made an effort to plan hor!!! happy birdday zhi qi!

:)
the storm abated in my life...
bit by bit i see sunlight streaked the path of my life.
mesmerize by how she speak. the beauty in her eyes arrest the attention of mine...

ok... woo... i recently was reading DRIVEN BY ETERNITY..
let everything i learned be etched in my soul and heart so i will be able to change my life and the life of the people around me letting them and myself to be able to enter the kingdom that everyone so desired. change me so i will be able to change the life of the others and not let them live in regret for eternity..
when there is knowledge there is a load of responsibilty on my shoulder....i will have to account for my life in the end of the day and wishing myself to be able to say
i have done my part and fulfill the call You asked me to fulfill..

? i cause a wound on your heart?
what have i done?
why is my life being veered right and left?

一直是我 陪你去躲 回憶裡的雨
你無心的嘆息
有心碎的聲音
他的好 他的壞 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你
愛情裡 的烏雲
從我愛上 愛他的妳 那個瞬間起
一直是雨天
你只愛雨天 我用傘 保護你
親吻著 你苦澀 味道的微笑
閉著眼睛 我明白你
想念他 的秘密
我一直在第二順位 愛著你
一直從雨天
一直到陰天
一直到晴天 你逃離過去
我一直在第二順位 等著你
一直從昨天
一直到今天
一直到永遠 我相信 是我最愛你
聆聽你說 抱歉多過 你說我愛你
你困在雨裡
我困在雨裡 我的傘 濕淋淋
『沒關西』是我最常說的一句
就讓我等 就算我冷
至少我陪著你

this few days in my life is kinda in a storm and there is no sign of abating.
in a pretty bad mood this few days after the strife i am in,bottom up all the feeling i felt.My mind is like in a swirl,confused and leery of her love.




well i am rejected for architecture and i am enrolled into REAL ESTATE in nee ann poly. well my spirit sagged when i am rejected, how can i sell properties -.-
well going to appeal for MI really wish that i would get into it although dennis felt that there is no vacancies.
failure really propelled me to GOD and to thrive for future.









now i found out that people do not love me for who i am but what i can act as.