depression due to staying at home! need refreshing in the private

it been super long since i blog.... hahha. ok.
went to kl trip is fun and got closer to one another. played true and dare game-.- all the way is true.
which vette ask some questions that tries to delve into my conservative mind,
haha and of course i reveal my heart desires -.-

and overall is a joke please.
mar also -.- my leader is the best !


well i think i have to observe my heart desire
see how is the desire doing in her walk,personality. Till both are ready to be intertwine.
of course the right time of course.


i will really let go on the day when she found another then i will cut the band and throw everything away because you have someone that will take care of you :)


pros and cons after a relationship end uh.....
see some of my close friends the way they act is -.-
that is what happen when it ended badly.




my vision for this end of year.
10 members and 5 core!

it will come to past!

it been awhile since i blog -.-
well. no meaning uh -.-
haha... and recently was good,
i want move on to a higher level than before. pretty sick and tired of being in the same place.BUT i need to get myself ready.
need more wisdom in doing things-.- become pretty retard in handling things, wake me up from my trance .
nightmares again, torturous still.
things is getting better after awhile but guess that i am on my own again.



holiday is long and draining on my finance due to restrain of time to work and spending power like a mini river -.-



went sentosa thrice

yesterday was....
nightmare after nightmare....
how can i sleep -.-

i just want a pure heart.

although i am really not pleased! but let me have the right attitude . do not show much but much to bryan at least -.-



I WILL STILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

i am happy !!!!!!! really! i am!

if i can rewrite history, i will write it so much better now!

i just want to be super busy to keep myself from thinking ?

love is view differently contradicting to my previous perception
Is no longer having but blessing the person, as long as she is happy is fine !
there is certain things i am kinda down with after viewing. I will pass on the blessing to another one.
i will pray for your mum!