hmm
i m sorry tat if i haf hurt u in anyway....
i m sorry for not being sensitive wit my words...
ya.....thanks for forgiving mi....
i wan to tell u a deep feeling in my heart......













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loveeeeee



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be


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forever...

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HMM... haha...realli happi today....in the morning called her.... then
after tat went to prepared.....and bath and stuff....haha....
went to causeway early in the morning....hee hee...
waited for her...wanted to give her a surprise....
haha....waited for 30 plus mins... but worth the wait...
when i saw her realli happi as 3 days nvr see her....
hmm but she dun look happi or anything at the first place...guess she is realli tired....haha... saw a sleepy face....so cute :)

pei her to school...and we tok so coldy... man so funny but cold....
haha....giggle all the way long....
then she reach school and stuff then i went home...
haha... cant sleep anymore... then i watch deathnote....
haha..so bored...then she msg mi then i came rushing to school... haha...
then she say must wait cox of the people there...haha...ok...is ok...i love u so waiting for u worth it... i m willing to wait for u the rest of my life :)
haha..when i saw her she is realli angry and stuff...hear her complain...and find tat she is even cute when she complain...haha.... oh gosh... i m so in love wit her....i made her smile in the end haha....
because i m cute too... haha :x
she came to my house and we spent time..... and i went to cut my hair...
ok not bad..better than my mum hair cut :x
so i look nicer now....
and bought everything i need for tml...
hmm i m a little worry abt the question i ask u...wat if ur mum dun let us together...so u ans to mi tat i need to study harder...so she let...
hmm ok...in my mind is wat if she dun realli accept so...we will nvr be together?
hmm nvm... maybe i m thinking to far... but i realli wan to last long and forever wit you....i nvr nvr nvr wan you to be hurt by anyone... i wan to protect you all the rest of my life... so i wan to be wit you...
hmm i wan to move on even further with you....
thank u for loving mi... so much... i love u deeply too :)
i m realli looking forward to this sat...


and i will always remember you when u return to taiwan....
i will think of u night and day....haha...so faster come back.. i will miss u alot....

HAHA

in the afternoon went to find potato....going to the bank and wan to buy stuff....haha... we went to look for his pants...tat he wanted....haha....
ok... not bad quite nice.....then went to the bank....
oh shit....my mum nvr gave mi the pin number....
cannot deposit money for her...rahhh...wasted trip....
went to eat yoshinoya....haha....quite nice....then ok... there is this gal....
ok...she keep looking at mi...ok...haha.... then she is like so shy....
then when i look at her...she is like smiling and turn away....
ok...
went to go shop for the thing i wan....
then after tat potato gan mei and her friend came....ok.....
went to brought the ticket...dead silence....haha....
i told potato tat... i die oso dun wan to sit wit one of them....
haha.... then i sit wit potato...haha...the show is great... i understand the whole thing....ok...is a little frightening.....and the ghost face is so ugly...
haha....
went home...and now felt a little warm.... i think i m going to fall ill... ok... because it rained just now... and i m drench....





hmmm.... i m sorry nvr tell u as i m afraid tat i disturb u ... so i wait for you to msg....hmm... dun worry... i m not even least interested in any of them.....
hmm..realli miss u...wan to hug you tightly.... hmm...
i wan to be ur sweetest bf... tat i will be more patience,loving,caring,sweet,thoughtful,kind for you :) i love u

BUY....

OK.....today is ok ok.....
went to buy present....hmmm....
ok.... to be truthful... is realli lonely.... so i dun realli enjoy the
whole thing....but... i m looking forward to the date wit her.......
brought my cloths....gonna dress realli nice for her....
so i just shop myself....so alone... but is ok....
after tat went to changi airport to eat with...andy,dor,rong, and guo wei...
haha..he is so cute.... i like to gay wit him...haha.....
he is realli cute...
hmmm
after tat went down to bugis again... to meet fang...she want to buy pants....haha... ok...then she went to the shop and ask for the largest size...then i say to her...hey must haf more confident la....
after brought the pants finish we.. went to rong house...haha...like his house real big...haha.... i say in my heart before wan to haf as big as his house wit my darling baby...wan to give her a happi and gd life...but first action la...words no use de... went to his room jus slack around....realli tired......and play psp.....haha...i wan to haf one... but i think if i haf onli use a while then throw it aside.....hmm...wanted alot of things.... but cant realli haf it...so oh well.....dun wanna care so much with tat...just
work hard now.... and give her and my child a good life....

so yea....today owl brought donuts...arhhhh!!!! ok realli grateful and happi to haf donuts to eat.....
thanks thanks.....so went to eat and stuff.....and fang poke my eyes.... arhhh!!!! i noe not purposely de.....
super pain..... one big one small sia....arhhh!!!!! i wan to cry le la
MY FACE.......
ok...went to eat nasi le mak...ok....the q is long... ok... is ok...the food...ok ok..... haha....ate...
and tok... and i and jacob start burping....
haha
so so fun....
and shooting ice and owl and fang.... cox they disturb us :x
haha... head home...slept during the trip...realli tired....
haha....on the bus sleep real long... and while heading home...met lao gao...then we sat down and tok and stuff...haha....is ok....




all the best for your exam...must realli jia you ok....i wan you to be the top...and i will jia you too... haha...
hmm althought i think of the past...but my heart is still wit you:( sorry...
i noe i should not be doing this....
wat i call her?? xxxx i dunno wat i say...realli...
if i haf say something tat realli not right.... i m really sorry...
hmmmm...ok...sorry for making you so unhappi today....
hmmm... i nvr msg u because i thought you haf no money... in the phone..and my hp the batt is dead...so i nvr reply...sorry tat i nvr charge enough....and nvr msg you...sorry to make u frustared...
hmmm... if u feel insecure... i m willing to be far away from gals....
because u matter the world to mi...
i love u wit all my heart,my body,my mind, and my soul....
i miss u

hmmm...went out today...was rather ok....
took neo print and stuff....haha....quite happi....but she cant spent
a long time wit mi....ok....so she went home early...
rather disappointed...because i wan to spent time wit her....
cant see her in another 3 days....
hmm.... baby is ok... i understand de....
i m mature :) haha......

ok....cg is ok... because my mind is flying away....
hmm....
wat realli go deep in my heart is tat...
GOD speaks to mi tat....
go the narrow way,lead a holy life, and a life for christ....
and i will PROSPER like nvr before....when HE mean prosper is realli prosper....i haf so much blessing.....and stuff.....
and my heart is cold towards HIM...but HE say I can give you back the vision and dream... and i will come back more on fire....and love HIM more.....and deep...
i can feel HIM so real!!! just beside mi....wooh...


and the word is putting GOD first and the centre of everything....
like centre of our finace and relationship ,studies,business and stuff ....when HE is in the centre the thing will prosper....
but if it is wit our own might...it will surely fail!!!
i realli wan our relationship to prosper....i noe how everything works.....
i realli love u deeply and wan us to last forever....

i know who u are? for i dun expect much...from u...
u cant give wat you dun haf....
because freely i recieve from HIM.. freely i give to you....