baby
i just wan you love mi alot and
nvr let mi go alright
?

i m fucking irritated.... by the emoness....
rahhh... is fucking driving mi crazy....
nvm i go cycling.....
wit potato....
dammm....




u call and i nvr pick up because u once told mi
tat if u nvr inform mi.... wat if is ur mum....
sorry.....so i nvr pick up...and i ask u wat happen u nvr tell mi...
and say tat i heartless....




arh!!! fucking irritated....
i hate this bloody world la....
why must like this.....

hmm...
it been a long time....
tat i haf update my blog...




hmmm
i do noe tat i haf leave u alone and
stuff...at my birthday....
and i m terribly sorry... i noe tat i haf hurt you so so so deep...
baby it may seem tat i leave u alone and stuff....
baby when i saw u leave alone at the mrt....
my heart hurt terribly.... my heart is like crying so so badly....
tat i leave u alone...to be frank i noe u are veri unhappi....
i can see it....
haix... edwin thank u so so much.... too.... for being by my gal gal side....
i m sorry tat i m not the one being by ur side when u need mi...
i noe tat i m a aweful bf....
baby dun doubt wat i say alright?
u are realli my precious gal tat i whom realli love more then anyone else...
baby... i just wan u give mi more time ok?
i saw blood coming from the vomit... so i nvr bluff u....astma attack and faint...
baby....i hope u will nvr leave mi...i hope u promise this....
i wanna tell u one thing......
when i ask u the question today....
will you live without mi....
for mi....i can nvr live without u.... i m urs totally...u are my everything....without u my life cannot go on.....tat how important you are to mi....



i m so touch at my bday.....
she plan it wit alot of effort....
thanks my friends...
baby it been a tiring one for u.....
for ur bday...is gonna be great too.....
i noe u plan it so tiring....
baby i will nvr forget this bday.....
:)

baby i love u alot.
u noe ma?
i realli do....
my birthday wish is to haf u as my wife :)

hmmm....
baby baby baby....
hmmm...
baby i m realli sorry if u find mi tat i change towards you...
baby but i wanna tell u tat my love for u haven change....
i realli love u like crazy as usual....

hmmm i find tat i m not patient no longer....
and i did stupid thing... today tat hurt her... i m sorry tat i do tat...cox i like wan to go crazy and i nvr thought tat the person u like is the last time de mi....

i m so sorry...
baby i realli wanna thank u tat the love u gave mi...
hope u still love mi...
i m abit angry cox hor... i cannot play wit you!!! not fair... bell bell play wit you u will not angry de...
i veri jealous ><
haha....

hmmm...ok is like so long since i update my blog... so excited for my bd la....
haha.... i can get to spend wit my precious darling....and friends and kor....
hmm... i need to be sensitive and stuff... ya...
i gonna be 16
and my wish is....


get to the same school as her....and is a gd school hor....
better relationship wit my baby....
more money :X
gd relationship wit everione...
another handphone tat is the same as her's
closer relationship wit GOD.....
i wan alot and alot of things....
haha... but most of all.... i wanna haf a view of heaven and GOD for my birthday...... can i?

hmmm.... ok.....
i just wanna say tat
my birthday is coming le...
be truthful... i m kinda excited....
i wanna be happier.... on this birthday...
i hope tat
the friends tat is beside mi... i hope tat we will last forever... i nvr wish tat
we will lose anyone...
i wanna be a better person... and i wish i will last wit her... forever...tat is one of my wish.....tat is one of the top....

my pasts is being reveal.... and
i m being despite....i m sorry for wat i done in the past...
i m sorryy tat i m this kind of person in the past...
i just wanna say tat i m not perfect...:(

ok...
a new year a new start... a new age.... a new resolution...
ya...and hoping a better relationship....
hmm... new year is kinda fun... haha... ok ok....
but dun realli get to spend wit my precious baby.... miss her alot la...
ya... something happen and is a like a bad thing...
and i and my baby tok things out....
and this sentence realli hit mi veri hard....
when will i learn.... repeating the same mistake over and over and over again...
and i think alot.... abt this....
i m thinking why m i like this...
cant i change for the sake of our relationship...
:(
i realli love my baby de...
baby i wan to make a apology to u...
i m terribly sorry....
and hope tat i will last forever wit you....
kinda miss u and our honey mood...
haha....


i realli do wan to change to be become a much better boyfriend....
i wan to be your sweetie....
ya....
i love u baby....


oh gosh... i feel tat i m becoming more gay...
haha... i like guys too....
i m bisexual man... wahaha..... becareful.... haha....

it been a hard christmas and stuff....
but i m happi oso.... tat she came to church wit mi....
hmmm took so much pic...
and quite happi... haha... GOD thank you for everything... and the love u gave to mi ....
GOD thank u for giving mi such a great and awesome galfriend that love mi so much
and a kor tat love mi so much....
ya....


baby a new year is coming and hope tat we will start a new year together...and
make our relationship much better....
baby i m urs always.... hor.....
be mine forever... muack.....
i wanna tell u tat. i haf love u alot more le...
baby thank u for loving mi so much too....



alll i wan for christmas is u!!!!
and i will change....
a new year a new change.....

movie...a&c
haha... is nice.. but is like wat the bird...watch alone...
and stuff....in the way cox jab and shan sit at the side... i sit at the other side...
>< i hate to be this kind of light...
lol....
ok... brought cake... haha... celebrate christmas wit her...
yea yea....
but today
kinda not in the gd mood....
slept veri little....and nvr eat at all cox like no appetite for the whole day....
hungry abit but ask jab.. he dun wan.. then nvr eat...
but now stilll dun haf appetite at all...

hmm... cant get to sleep...
cox think alot...
lalala.... listening to songs...view hui shan
blog.....
haha...veri happi for jab to haf a gal to love him so so much.....
jia you jab and shan.....last long... stay happi too....
hmm....
misses miss my heart.... tat longs to run for HIM....
dun care abt anything but all the way....
lalala.....
i wan go nuts... haha..... i just wan to be crazy once again.....
:)
dun like my life... no colour and spices to heat things up....so so bored....
lalalala........
must be happi :) dun so sad le.....
hahahahaha...... ok... i just so bored tat i just post stuff....
two at a day....
haha.....
i wan to play pool again more......
haha.........