merry christmas?
i dun haf the mood for merry christmas but then i got the best present... which is the salvation of my mother and dad.....
haha... well.... my sweet nvr... but then i will still continue to believe...
there is no better present then bring my sweet to recieve salvation... tat would be my birthday wish...haha my birthday coming... in less then a month... i made the wish to early haha... well.... lets pray tat it will happen :) i m excited for my birthday that i can get something tat is precious :)

it been a long long time since i blog...
my blog is so dead...
haha.. well taiwan trip was great...
went all the way up to taipei 101 the highest building in taiwan... and it is beautiful...
and most importantly i went up with the love of my life...
haha... i was at her territory...
and walk over the 情人bridge..
with her also... and it means that we are lovers.. haha... hope it is for life...
lovers and as sweet as ever.....
have our picture drawn by a lousy artist and horrible... get cheated badly... well let it be then...
went to a few places... and bought clothes but i felt is not enough... rahh...
after leaving taipei... i feel a little weird because i m going to leave her.. i don't want to i miss her alot....
got afew picture but cannot load it to the computer...
how i wish i am able to spend more quality time with her...
really wish to spend more time...
well met her mum... i am so nervous that i am loss with words at time...
is like gosh.. weird feeling...
speak to her... after what she said. i felt a bit :(
i will work even harder so that i be able to obtain my love...






went to church and it was great... rev john avazini preach and anointing past through the whole room.....
it was great.. GOD will do something miracle for me. i will be recession proof!!!!
i will prosper like no body business... :)
let it come to past in the name of JESUS

actually i m veri worry.
well nvm.. cox i agree to it.. but then i m not willing at that time...
just dun wan to spoil the mood. when i m talking to you the last call...
hai...
sometime i maybe too naive tat u will understand mi...
well.. fun and friends tempt tat little heart of urs
well.. let it be then

i wanna be able to influence and be able to change and impact the poor and the needy...
well.. singapore is very fortunate. and we tend to take everything for granted...
in our studies and the people beside us...
i will cherish...and treasure...
i wanna be very rich... so i be able to build school and hospital in the less fortunate country...
i wanna be a pastor too...and a businessman...
this is all my dream... i will run towards it.... i be able to do it....
nothing is hard because i know my GOD is there for me and who can be against me...

it will be done in the name of JESUS...

my sweetie left me...so sad right
i will miss you and i will be seeing you in taiwan... wait for me alright :)
i love you...


service was great... i feel there is a change...

it been such a long long time since i update...
haha... exams is over and i m so so happy can...
but i haf some fear ya... but i hope no matter wat it will just last.. i just wanna say i love u as much as last time :)


i work once a waiter... gosh is so tiring can.... my bone is breaking...
haha... i learn quite a sum of things tat is veri useful...
maturity and being accepting to other... i really cannot believe tat eugene a great friend of my haf a good attitude is veri hard for mi to obtain...
i will haf and i will change.....

well....
o level... is on... and i gonna do my veri best....
well... sometime i felt being used... but wat can i do... sometime i do treasure friendship alot...
but it seems nth to them.... -.-
well... focus on o level ba....

haha...i saw quite a touching scene.... haha to mi... how i wish it would be for mi...
congrats val..... i think she veri happi haha... i believe it will happen for mi... but still veri long....

1 year 6 months....
well... i can say tat i seriously missed you today....
actually i waiting for u to wish mi.... but 12 just pass... well... just will not get wish from u...
but through blog...
hmm well i felt kinda bad today....
veri confuse....
evaluated myself... maybe i m just to selfish or too sensitive....
this really shows tat loving and revealing the deepest feeling cause how i can be easily destroy....
emotionally...
maybe i haf change alot... i dun realli flare up anymore... just keeping in silence....




i m someone tat loves attention. but i dun get it from man no longer...
sometimes it just hurts when i m being pushed or rejected when i wanna hug or kiss.....
i m a person tat can feel love through this ways...
but i dun realli noe u love mi although by knowledge i noe but the heart just dun feel it...
i wanted the gal tat hug mi till i cant breath or wanting to kiss mi so badly...it is u.
you change alot. or it is i nvr noe you...
well i nvr change... except for the better...





silence.... is nvr the best ans but wat can i do....
i m angry for your actions but i dun wan do anything....
i just say in my mind is my fault....
finding wats wrong....






i dunno why it turn out like this i wish tat we will be like before.....
i realli miss those times... tat we are realli ourselves and smiling loving each other so deeply... felt
bad and reflect our own bad action.... and change for one another....
just a few months it change so much...





i miss u

ok ...
i m so bless today by the word...
is like faith...
i really wan to achieve my dream to be a pastor...
and i m really touch when
i speak my member is willing to listen to mi...
although mar say must improve my speech....
sometime... i m veri grateful... to haf supporting member...
tat wat i wanted all along... support!!!

i m veri veri worry... did not get any
contact from her...
until i reach home to see her sis is online then i noe

haha... hmmm...
english oral is over....
and i dun think i did..... well...
oh well...
teacher discourage mi say i will not make it for chinese even i retake but i believe i can...
i dun care wat other say but i noe i can...

the sweetest thing u gave mi today is the kiss of my life...
and the cookie...:)
thanks sweetheart