down with a bad flu.. and fever is coming up!during common test. what a day for me -.-

woo..study the whole day today and anime and sleep -.-

ok.. at thursday i have a thought that in the past i really have bad attitude, ignorant and childish.
I have changed alot i believe?
wei shan compliment me that i have become mature.

I believe i have changed alot after a painful experience..
I always learn after a bad hit.
I am willing to experience the extreme of humanity to be able to comprehend what others have gone through so i can counsel others and lift up the person that is going through the pain.

consecrate my life to YOU. I want to set apart myself, is no longer I but all about YOU..

my best friend will be at china for a week!#$@$^$%&%$^
sian sia no need be crazy with him already

i dreamt about you. It was sweet but treated me coldly in the dream too.
I was standing at the distance looking at you and my friends pulled me over and i sat beside you..
My heart beat faster at the same time when i sat right beside you but you display a long face when i sat beside you.
i been dreaming about you for weeks. When i dream, you will always be in the picture.
When i think about you, i tend to smile unknowingly. When i stone you are always in my head. When i see some action or things familiar to yours, i just smile.
haha.. this is not a emo post ok! is a post that i am happy about.
it is just the sweet things i always remember.

It is a love story that i keep flipping over and over and smiling at the same thing.

woooooooooo
common test week is next week !
3 paper left!
gosh. I will go all way out to study !

THIS IS THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOUND AND IN THIS LOVE I AM FOUND.



i watch the movie GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND PASTS
that show is awesome! and with someone special of course who is BRYAN!
haha there is a statement i captured " the one who care less have the power over the relationship but is never happy , the one who care the most have the happiness in the relationship "
After movie felt a sense of remorse but bryan say is not for you la! then i am like oh ok -.-
very funny la. we bought a top each from topman and is cheap! 2 for 29 bucks. After that we took a bus from bugis to woodlands. The trip "very very " short. We ate at 888 plaza and talk. Enjoy the time alot..

BTC and IS test have pass. Left with plw ,els and rer -.-

PAin
pain
and very pain!!!!!!!!
emotion is very temporal due to pain and cannot eat!

very glad to receive the message in the morning. smiling over it !
i don't mind being in hospital so you will visit me :) crazy idea though

i want get a new sneaker! worn out !
new zara clothes!
buffet after i recover from pain!!!!!!!!!
so dennis, bryan and mar promise! anyone want to join also can!
haha... six months of sacrificing now is 6 months of pampering myself! so saving up to do these three mission after common test !
pray for me to do well!!!!!

(講到他

就突然很沉重

但很開心的事情

是他終於放下了 -.-

希望你能得到幸福)


dumbfounded though.

as long as you are happy without me
it is alright! anything do not matter anymore as long as you are happy:)

i am being delivered.
haha... and i forgive :)

gosh my files in my camera are being corrupted -.-
gg

There is a song have lyric which is 'break my heart for what break Yours'
mar begin to say this and it just struck my heart she say that at one time when she sing this,GOD say to her this 'When you act sad like this it break MY heart " that she encounter a broke up in the past. I wanted to break down that very moment. I did not know that i meant so so much to GOD. i been acting really upset these few days after the broke up. It hit me so hard that i begin to wobble so much that i do not have the strength to walk. I do not know how to move on, i even begged her. This show how much i am affected.
When no one wants me, GOD says to me "you are my beloved " I will have you ! "
I have the joy of the Lord! He strengthen me .