new year


GOALS
20 core member!
lovely girlfriend!
become a CGL!


WISH LISTS
nothing in particular?
car?
sling bag?
shirts pants?
5 room flat for a start?

this week of test!



kinda screw up my rmt paper eh -.- very sian sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh well last 3 paper to go~

heavy heart??

watch astro boy Super touching don't know why will want to cry for a cartoon -.-

don't be sad ok! it will break my heart when you do!

hmmm at least you have the pictures and videos ok :) i will see it soon

talk to xiu zhen.. talking about relationship and my destiny.
my flesh says yes and my spirit say no ..... so is like a tuck war.
i really want to focus now. no relationship for 2 years. (didnt know why it extended from 1 year become 3 year -.-)


suddenly got her phone call, was quite happy but -.- she very drunk so she don't know what she is talking about and not in the right state of mind.


BRyan be my first customer for my sermon! haha.....

woo... so long never update. was so busy ! and yup the blog is dead.
gonna rush my project and must do well!!!!!!!!!!!

gonna learn how to write sermon!
but first i need to get my glo disc to be install!

let me be more mature to get into it! i am not ready yet, baggage still there.
i do not want to fall if i get into it now.

i need time :)

school started and is dreadful nevertheless i have to get my mood on track to take all the A s
because i am empowered to do so!



This is the time where i go through intense molding of character, trust me is painful! Sometime i feel very limited with my actions but i just have to learn and pick up.I will go through fire and if i and my works do survive this fire and i will have my rewards.

depression due to staying at home! need refreshing in the private

it been super long since i blog.... hahha. ok.
went to kl trip is fun and got closer to one another. played true and dare game-.- all the way is true.
which vette ask some questions that tries to delve into my conservative mind,
haha and of course i reveal my heart desires -.-

and overall is a joke please.
mar also -.- my leader is the best !


well i think i have to observe my heart desire
see how is the desire doing in her walk,personality. Till both are ready to be intertwine.
of course the right time of course.


i will really let go on the day when she found another then i will cut the band and throw everything away because you have someone that will take care of you :)


pros and cons after a relationship end uh.....
see some of my close friends the way they act is -.-
that is what happen when it ended badly.




my vision for this end of year.
10 members and 5 core!

it will come to past!

it been awhile since i blog -.-
well. no meaning uh -.-
haha... and recently was good,
i want move on to a higher level than before. pretty sick and tired of being in the same place.BUT i need to get myself ready.
need more wisdom in doing things-.- become pretty retard in handling things, wake me up from my trance .
nightmares again, torturous still.
things is getting better after awhile but guess that i am on my own again.



holiday is long and draining on my finance due to restrain of time to work and spending power like a mini river -.-



went sentosa thrice

yesterday was....
nightmare after nightmare....
how can i sleep -.-