i want get a new sneaker! worn out !
new zara clothes!
buffet after i recover from pain!!!!!!!!!
so dennis, bryan and mar promise! anyone want to join also can!
haha... six months of sacrificing now is 6 months of pampering myself! so saving up to do these three mission after common test !
pray for me to do well!!!!!

(講到他

就突然很沉重

但很開心的事情

是他終於放下了 -.-

希望你能得到幸福)


dumbfounded though.

as long as you are happy without me
it is alright! anything do not matter anymore as long as you are happy:)

i am being delivered.
haha... and i forgive :)

gosh my files in my camera are being corrupted -.-
gg

There is a song have lyric which is 'break my heart for what break Yours'
mar begin to say this and it just struck my heart she say that at one time when she sing this,GOD say to her this 'When you act sad like this it break MY heart " that she encounter a broke up in the past. I wanted to break down that very moment. I did not know that i meant so so much to GOD. i been acting really upset these few days after the broke up. It hit me so hard that i begin to wobble so much that i do not have the strength to walk. I do not know how to move on, i even begged her. This show how much i am affected.
When no one wants me, GOD says to me "you are my beloved " I will have you ! "
I have the joy of the Lord! He strengthen me .

i sure make a new blog to separate the good things and the bad things

happy birthday wen shen

a young little boy is savoring his sweetest ever lollipop but was being snatched away by someone that he love deeply and he just kept mute as the lollipop is taken away.Tears trickled down his cheek.He was so afraid that he do not ever dare to look into her eyes. It is not that she is a ghastly person but is that if the young boy look into her eyes he will remember how the lollipop taken away from him and he will want it back no matter what happens so he just look at somewhere where he is feeling comfortable with.
He have no choice but turn to his DAD and cried out, a pair of arms begin to embrace him.He felt warmth rushing in his eyes and burst out in tears.Hearing words of affirmation and security begin to fill his little shatter heart. He begin to sing and sing and sing and dance at the same time where tears are like perpetual.

my mum is hospitalize due to the need of having a operation.
PLEASE PRAY FOR HER!



your curiosity only hurt me to satisfy your need

my skinny friend 0.- queen of eyebag.

this is the girl confess to me that she had a crush on me in the past infront of her boyfriend 0.- astounded me -.-

idiotic face but my best friend

she is one of the beautiful woman i ever seen and respect.nice classmates i can say :)my big boss .mar at last willing to take picture with me.i look like a drug addict

stop it darrion! stop doing stupid things nor be agitated!
she is no longer yours!
she is long gone! her heart is not yours! so could you stop having foolish thoughts!
stop being so naive! get over it !

pei jie ask me a question that struck me!
she ask"you still like her alot right?"
i said "ya i do,very much"
she ask"why do not want to patch back with her "
i say "eh "

well for me,i can no longer give her happiness so
it will be redundant if i were to ask ?

:(


shall not be to emotional
well
but i only blog when i am upset -.-

i did not know it hurt that much!
!#)E$($*%^*%*&%(^&^)@#$E!*
why am i the weaker party!

stress man -.- when my mum ask me "you broke off with been ting ""why?"
i am like ehhh...
she say "your heart fall for another girl "
i -.- "NO LA ! "
then i try to skip the topic
do not know how to answer
-.-

wept because of the abandonment and being affiliate
due to the allegory i have encounter. Is like overflowing of tears



i never felt so nervous talking to you,
yeS ! it been awhile since i ever talk you.
happy or nervous?
well maybe both?



i found a lover! and i will be love for the rest of my life and i am going to love HIM for the rest of my life!
YOU have accepted me when no one wants me,
YOU clothe me when i am naked,
YOU tell me is alright when i am panicking,
YOU tell me i love you when no one love me,
YOU paid the price for me when i am almost being sell off,
YOU cry when i left ,
YOU want me to love you ,
YOU forgive me when i did something grave,
YOU never walk out of my life,
YOU stayed when no one is around,
YOU make me valuable when i am worthless,
YOU bring me high when i am low,
IT IS YOU I WANT!!!!





kinda moody these days.
must eat more sweet things to keep me sober so will not moody..



arhhhhhhhhhh!!!
why why why !!!

cheer up! and do not be afraid of anything i believe you are a bold girl!jia you ho been ting!!!!!!!!!

actually i wanted to keep it! but i have to give it back !