ok...cant seem to sleep..ya... kinda sad...
yup....ok..this two days... not really myself....
like wearing a mask... acting to be happy but not...
ok... yup... i believe i m strong.... but i nvr am.....
i breakdown... terribly...when i m alone...where no one see mi....
anger and sadness just come at one time....
my heart is so cold and pain....

problems come... people convert their hurts to mi.....
where they angry at mi...friend and mum... and everyone.....
where i haf my hurts ,loneliness...i facing it myself.....
feeling being used..... by people.....


i m just no longer who i m....where i show my emotions openly....
being myself....
but i m no longer myself....
learning to protect myself.....
walls just being built.....where i no longer can get hurt...no longer can feel love.....