ok.... yesterday...kinda bored wit everything....
just like dun haf the heart to do anything.....
cox of something...which did something to mi....
so kinda bored.... went to church and ya..... maybe a bit happy for awhile in the presense of GOD but after awhile when eating.... i m really sad....
i just cant take it.... i cannot hold on....
my face just change.... i cant act happy any longer... i dun deny tat i m terribly upset....
angel noe i m sad.... and she ask why.... ya...then i just kept quiet...
she say share la!!! anythings she oso share wit mi....
ya....then i say....
kinda moody... really wanna breakdown actually but i cant cox too mani people....
and a small kid in our cg come to mi and ask u wan to be my god brother...or daddy... then i m like ok...ahhahaha.... cant reject kids...
then angel just encourage mi.... she tell mi for the mean time dun get so close to a gal...and get spiritually strong...
yup.... i will not get close to other gals... cox i wan her...
then like she cheer mi up... she realli veri gd at this...
then the kid needed to go home... and she dunno how to... then angel and mi send her home.....
then after sended her home.... angel and mi take cab home.... different cab to different home....
and a good thing happen
on the mrt a guy offer a seat to mi because i m sitting on the floor.....
is like a gd thing for the day... but i nvr accept cox i lazy to stand up and pai seh....


really blessed to noe tat at the veri least there will be someone for mi


ok... today cg was great!!!!!!!!!!!
is like great i can feel GOD once again....veri touch today... because...
there is no large sin tat HE cannot forgive....
HE is always there for mi even i m always running away from HIM
and i m like crying in the presense of GOD... and said tat i m nvr too rebellion for HIM.... HE love mi just the way i m... the darrion i m... i m myself i can be myself.... yupp.....
and went to celebrate mar birthday.....
happi birthday mar...hope u are happi.





ok....
if i can turn back time....
i would haf cherish more....and nvr do wrong things... if i m given a chance...
i wanna say i wanna be wit you forever.....
i miss u badly and i seriously love u.....
i dunno wat to say to you...
i felt so weird....
and pain...