i will be an encourager

haha....ok... today went to do something wit her... we went to orchard
and take the passport thing....yea.... haha... wake up quite early...
quite tired too....
yea yea... but veri happi tat i can be wit her....
haha... so it worth it...
so we went to eat...veri hungry... oh man...
she ate fast food for few days...haha...
realli will become xiao zu....
haha....
i m sorry that i speak of her.... but ok....
went home and she slept at my chest at the mrt...
haha... she slept so soundly....realli sweet...
guess she is realli tired.....
haha.... went home... and ok hmmm realli miss her.....
went home... i m so so tired... went to take a shower and fall asleep....
at my bed....haha....
went to cg and it is great... haha...
i will be an encourager to my friends best friend my family and my darling....
haha... is realli great and GOD speaks to mi...
HE show mi a vision of two
clay.... and one clay is soak in water and put on the table...
and the other one is dry....and HE want to mould the wet clay... it is easy to make up a beautiful one and when HE wanted to mould the dry one... it breaks....
HE say to mi tat the wet one is soak in the spirit...praying everyday and getting strong wit the word... and the dry one is living in a normal life...without caring so much....
HE say I cant give you the things I wan you to do for mi as it will break mi as i m not strong...but if i m willing and soak in the spirit.....
and getting strong...when the time comes HE will use mi like nvr before.....i will prosper.. i will be use in great way.....
eyes haf not seen... ears haf not hear....open them...
HE prepare things for those who love HIM....realli touch....
HE give mi another chance in life.....
i will not waste anymore time... i will take this chance....
i love the blesser more than the blessing......


(there is a place in YOUR heart
i am longing to find
wont YOU show me
there is a place i know
i can run to and hide
wont YOU show me
show me
show me
show me YOUR heart
show me
show me
show me YOUR heart)
this is a song tat indicate to YOU my GOD...
i wan to see YOUR heart and know wat are YOU thinking.....
i love YOU... i adore YOU....




realli haf a great time.... realli blessed....so bless so bless....
it is all in the spiritual realm.... i m blessed.....
i m bless...


ok...waited for her msg for the whole day.....
but she nvr send mi a msg... then i m thinking...hmm i m sure she is waiting for mine too....
then ok ....in the end i msg her...haha....ok...then she like not realli happi....then i dunno wat happen so did not ask further..
after i read her blog then i found out tat she is not realli happi... ok......






hmm.....maybe the time you are going through are veri irritating for you....
and u feel guilty of using ur parent money and not doing anything for them.....i noe in their heart is wan you to do well....in life.....
just do ur best and study....and i will be just beside you :)
when time u are feeling veri lousy.... i will be ur sunshine....
when time u are going through bad time... i will be holding your hand tight and go through it wit you.....
when time you are tired.... i will be there to carry you...
when u are discourage... i will be ur cheer leader.. jumping up and down cheering for u.....
maybe you wan to go the way you wanted but it does not go ur way... and ur destiny is in the hand of your parents..and wanted their way.....
and u feel utterly lost...and do not noe wat your future ahead....
but fear not fear not..... is gonna be alright :) it is gonna be alright.....
u can do it :) u surely can.....
i trust you.....do ur best for eoy......
no matter wat happen i will go through it wit you....
pardon mi for being so passive... and not taking the first step....letting you go through all this alone.....