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hmmm.... ok... in the morning... i clip up my hair... haha... alot of people say tat i cut hair... haha.. i dun wan to be caught or else must cut hair...haha.. i thought i will not be caught... but still get caught because of the side and back...
then i >< ' not happi la... hha...then hear mr justin to tok and tok.. haha... his stage..... the potato go rtp because of attitude.. ai yo.. must be smart... learn how to react ma....
ai yo....haha... went back to class... haha... saw her sit alot...then i sit beside her... then teacher tell mi to sit at my place.... rahhh i say " teacher u jealous ar?" haha...
went for pe... haha.... so so fun... played hokey.... haha... run here and there... veri fun.... haha... but she stand there like a rock... haha... but nvm....not as sporty... haha...but nvm... different people.... i cant expect her to be sporty...
hmmm... ya.... everyone haf gd each and his or her gd point....... but nvm... for her i will change... i will play the piano...one day... for her... because she wan....
i will step into her life... :) but sometime no one step into my life :( but haha.... she step alot... i m happi to a certain extend.... haha....
ok... realli wet... because sweat alot...
haha....
went for recess... and ate... then jab told mi tat the shop the food haf worm >< wat!!!! next time i not going to eat there anymore.....
haha...went back class... wanting to change... then i saw msg... then i rush down..cox i thought she alone... chey... wit zq...hmmm but veri happi becasue she care... she thought i m alone.... haha..... recess ended... spa... veri tired...
so i work wit aqidah... save time and strength....haha....
so second recess i fall asleep then she wake mi up...then she tell mi to sit wit her... then i tell her to sit wit mi then she give mi the :( face...then i walk behind reluntanly...then she walk to sit my place there...man... so so so complicated gal.... nvm......
hmmm... so i tok to her... but she ignore mi....then i like wat the....... u told mi tat i tok tooo little.... then u feel i love u lesser... then i tok now...then u ignore mi....wattttt
nvm.... then do group work... once again... i tok to her...and she ignore mi... then i like rahhhhhh!!! ok.... maybe she nvr hear.... so i nvr say anything... then i was thinking i alwasy listen to u...attentively....but sometime i tok. u listen but your mind is always away at other thinngs....sometime i m hurt by your action... but i just nvm.... is ok.....
went home... and slept and bath then went out... my ez card is spoil... so i went to amk to do.... ok...haha...find her oso... and listen to her....haha....
ok.....so we tok...she tok abt how unhappi she is...ok...she is a great great gal.....
haha....hmm... actually today not realli happi abt how she react when i tok...but nvm... so abit unhappi ba.... but glad to see her happi......
haha.. she is cute...her action so so cute....
went home after tat...to be truthful i m not happi when i say i love u and u are normal.... maybe i m too sensitive.... so went home.. waited her... she nvr msg mi... is onli went i use my sis phone... then she msg...
nvm....
so today is like unhappi plus haix.....
oh well.....is ok.....





prayer :
i pray for my mum to haf gd health as she is not feeling well lately....
she is one of my closest.... because she is my mother...
i pray tat UR blessing will be pour over her....