was typing just now and i just feel no point in writing how i really feel at the end of the day. so deleted everything and just want to say that it is just tearing me apart.

wish list
sling bag (have already)

a coach sneaker





top man






levi's jean
slim cut!





ipod touch!!!!!!

sling bag will be given! so no need anymore sling bag
so i still don't know what i want for my birthday ! man

new year


GOALS
20 core member!
lovely girlfriend!
become a CGL!


WISH LISTS
nothing in particular?
car?
sling bag?
shirts pants?
5 room flat for a start?

this week of test!



kinda screw up my rmt paper eh -.- very sian sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh well last 3 paper to go~

heavy heart??

watch astro boy Super touching don't know why will want to cry for a cartoon -.-

don't be sad ok! it will break my heart when you do!

hmmm at least you have the pictures and videos ok :) i will see it soon

talk to xiu zhen.. talking about relationship and my destiny.
my flesh says yes and my spirit say no ..... so is like a tuck war.
i really want to focus now. no relationship for 2 years. (didnt know why it extended from 1 year become 3 year -.-)


suddenly got her phone call, was quite happy but -.- she very drunk so she don't know what she is talking about and not in the right state of mind.


BRyan be my first customer for my sermon! haha.....

woo... so long never update. was so busy ! and yup the blog is dead.
gonna rush my project and must do well!!!!!!!!!!!

gonna learn how to write sermon!
but first i need to get my glo disc to be install!

let me be more mature to get into it! i am not ready yet, baggage still there.
i do not want to fall if i get into it now.

i need time :)

school started and is dreadful nevertheless i have to get my mood on track to take all the A s
because i am empowered to do so!



This is the time where i go through intense molding of character, trust me is painful! Sometime i feel very limited with my actions but i just have to learn and pick up.I will go through fire and if i and my works do survive this fire and i will have my rewards.

depression due to staying at home! need refreshing in the private