feel so depressing... feel so abandon.....by everyone....
feel tat no one realli haf a pure motive towards mi.....
realli wish tat she will just be by my side....
i will be so happi tat i dun realli care abt anything

ok... after reading blog...
hmm... i dunno wat to say ya....
hmm maybe i just haf to open...
or other things ba... kinda sad....
but oh well.....
a pressuring thing.... hmm maybe i change le... i dun kick a big fuss like i do...
maybe i still need to change to you rather to mi....
so oh well....
smile.....
i think maybe focusing on my study is better then other things then....

ok....
half an hour more to 1 year 4 month........
haha...


today is veri pleasant because i went out wit her on a date...
it been like so long we put aside all things and get together....
seriously i m so happi...
haha... i spend so much money....
haha because i love her more then myself....
haha... i dun realli like to spend too much money on my self but on her different le...
haha
i willing to spend
wahaha......
hmmm we catch a movie (hell boy 2)
haha... i feel is veri nice led.... haha...
and we took neo print... haha... noe dear wan to take pic...
haha... veri zi lian...
hhaha....
and we ate at hong kong cafe... haha.... the porridge not nice de...
i dun like ....
haha... but the thing is eat wit dear... everything eventually taste veri nice....
haha... she ate till full....
tat so good...
haha... brought her to church... hope she like it there... haha...
she sulk a little...but after i tell her to smile... she did...
haha....
GOD bless her and protect her....because she is my baby sweet heart...
hee hee...
ok....we went to cck.. to eat mac cox she cannot go home late...
then after tat we sit at down stairs.... of her house....
we watch stars together:)
haha... so long nvr watch together... veri sweet...
and is like... haha... where there is stars there is hope....
then i m like staring into her eyes... is like OH haha....
so sweet....
and we made a promise to one another is to work hard so can get together in the future...
haha...is gonna be stress... but GOD will make a way...


we love each other more le... is like....
we realli do......


happi 1 year 4 months:)
love u