new year


GOALS
20 core member!
lovely girlfriend!
become a CGL!


WISH LISTS
nothing in particular?
car?
sling bag?
shirts pants?
5 room flat for a start?

this week of test!



kinda screw up my rmt paper eh -.- very sian sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh well last 3 paper to go~

heavy heart??

watch astro boy Super touching don't know why will want to cry for a cartoon -.-

don't be sad ok! it will break my heart when you do!

hmmm at least you have the pictures and videos ok :) i will see it soon

talk to xiu zhen.. talking about relationship and my destiny.
my flesh says yes and my spirit say no ..... so is like a tuck war.
i really want to focus now. no relationship for 2 years. (didnt know why it extended from 1 year become 3 year -.-)


suddenly got her phone call, was quite happy but -.- she very drunk so she don't know what she is talking about and not in the right state of mind.


BRyan be my first customer for my sermon! haha.....

woo... so long never update. was so busy ! and yup the blog is dead.
gonna rush my project and must do well!!!!!!!!!!!

gonna learn how to write sermon!
but first i need to get my glo disc to be install!

let me be more mature to get into it! i am not ready yet, baggage still there.
i do not want to fall if i get into it now.

i need time :)

school started and is dreadful nevertheless i have to get my mood on track to take all the A s
because i am empowered to do so!



This is the time where i go through intense molding of character, trust me is painful! Sometime i feel very limited with my actions but i just have to learn and pick up.I will go through fire and if i and my works do survive this fire and i will have my rewards.

depression due to staying at home! need refreshing in the private

it been super long since i blog.... hahha. ok.
went to kl trip is fun and got closer to one another. played true and dare game-.- all the way is true.
which vette ask some questions that tries to delve into my conservative mind,
haha and of course i reveal my heart desires -.-

and overall is a joke please.
mar also -.- my leader is the best !


well i think i have to observe my heart desire
see how is the desire doing in her walk,personality. Till both are ready to be intertwine.
of course the right time of course.


i will really let go on the day when she found another then i will cut the band and throw everything away because you have someone that will take care of you :)


pros and cons after a relationship end uh.....
see some of my close friends the way they act is -.-
that is what happen when it ended badly.




my vision for this end of year.
10 members and 5 core!

it will come to past!

it been awhile since i blog -.-
well. no meaning uh -.-
haha... and recently was good,
i want move on to a higher level than before. pretty sick and tired of being in the same place.BUT i need to get myself ready.
need more wisdom in doing things-.- become pretty retard in handling things, wake me up from my trance .
nightmares again, torturous still.
things is getting better after awhile but guess that i am on my own again.



holiday is long and draining on my finance due to restrain of time to work and spending power like a mini river -.-



went sentosa thrice

yesterday was....
nightmare after nightmare....
how can i sleep -.-

i just want a pure heart.

although i am really not pleased! but let me have the right attitude . do not show much but much to bryan at least -.-



I WILL STILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

i am happy !!!!!!! really! i am!

if i can rewrite history, i will write it so much better now!

i just want to be super busy to keep myself from thinking ?

love is view differently contradicting to my previous perception
Is no longer having but blessing the person, as long as she is happy is fine !
there is certain things i am kinda down with after viewing. I will pass on the blessing to another one.
i will pray for your mum!

why people will hurt someone so dear to them?
a question being asked by a friend

because of self center of the human being.
this question i have contemplated before
like why do i hurt her even when i love her.
got my answer at last




exams coming and i am so gonna be -.-
go darrion
you can do it !!!!!!!!!!
yes i can !
haha
encouraging myself because i do not have someone very dear dear encouraging me
lets run the race! do not give up~

wah.. super painful for my toe-..- swelled and i cannot sleep for the night. suppose to see a doc but was too lazy.


你还好吗？ 希望你还好：）你会开心就好：）
照顾好自己！ 不要不吃饭！ 会胃痛。

it been years since i blog uh...

i saw a old lady sleeping on the street :( i wish i were to be richer.
i think i will do something for her when i see her.IF i can talk to her.

when i turn 18 i will get a motor bike and have the license of course! haha then i can beat the traffic.
and jab want it too of course.


2 more project and 3 more exams
and i am done with this sem!

THANK YOU BRYAN FOR THE GUITAR that you are giving to me :)
and the future lessons that you will be giving !

let me not have 3 min fever once again and play well :)

i am turning fat soon -.- because i kept eating and eating and eating

4 projects down. left 2 more to go. and 1 assignment and 1 test and 3 exams. i am going all way out!
i want get good grades :)

i just wanna stay in Your presence. i will forsake all my worries and unhappiness .

i guess you may read this..
well after reading your blog.
i believe is better this way.
If you will not cry for me anymore,
do not know me as a friend or treating me like a stranger.
well
i believe i am not a ideal boyfriend for you nor love you like how you like it to be.
so i believe is alright although is painful.
sorry that i am not a good bf or friend.
i do understand my character not that perfect right :)
now it really open my eyes how cruel can it be after a relationship can be broken off.

well sometime my friends around me tell me to put it down but i would not want to because i am still so deeply in love with you .

now maybe all i can think of is you having a great and awesome boyfriend that will treat you really well and not hurt you like i do, demanding as me. i begin to see myself being dirty in the heart. Because of my behavior towards you it shows a lot of things of myself .


thank you for everything.
and sorry for the hurts i cause in your life..
i am not such a nice person after all.

i know this relationship can never be mend no matter how hard i try. i just cannot change anything nor is within my control.

a allegory is being made wonderfully by the creator.




one day a man have everything in his life. He have the riches of the land. He lead a nation!
He is a apostle of GOD.He is a bachelor . Many women long to have him as a husband.
A line of women will always be in front hearing him preach about the word of GOD.
The ladies is in awe of his charisma.
He one day wait on GOD and GOD spoke to him about his future spouse.
He is totally shock.He cannot believe the news.

GOD say" her name is Goomo a high class prostitute at street 51 "

mark says "is impossible, how can that be?'
his worker told mark it cannot be GOD that spoke that? it must be the devil!
many people around him criticize about that word.

GOD say to mark "it is true, goomo is for you'
mark cannot comprehend what GOD is saying
GOD said ' I want to create a love story that is going to impact the history'


mark went to street 51. He asked around where is goomo. The prostitutes told him ' is going to be expensive and hardly can get to see her " mark say " is alright i just want to know where will she be"
they told him that goomo stay in that mansion over there.

mark went over and he paced himself slower as his heart beat against his chest.
He reach the doorstep of the mansion "the playboy mansion"
he paused to take a deep breath and knock against the door of the mansion.
The door slide open and there was goomo. She was gorgeous with the long silky blond hair and with the beautifully curve shaped body . Her sexy voice spoke ' i know you, you are the pastor of the nation,is on the house tonight. you can enjoy me for free.'

mark startle and say ' no thanks but could we have a date?'
goomo was astonish and agreed due to his purity.

mark abased his head and went off quietly. when the door is shut. He jumped with joy feeling a joyous feeling.

mark and goomo have their first date and goomo was feeling a love feeling she never felt before and was curious about mark. on their first date they never held hand, mark was shy.

as the dates pass by mark fall on his knee to propose to her wanting to take her hand for marriage.

the workers under him critisize him saying that the people disagreed with what you are doing pastor. mark refuse to listen and say she is my only love and i love her.Many worker walk out of mark life and during the marriage very little turn up for the wedding.

mark and goomo were intimate and they loved each other deeply.
as years went by there are three children in the family.
goomo begin to act weird in the marriage
and




one day
mark recieve a note saying "dear mark, i want to thank you for your love for this period of time and i am happy to be with you .
but i have to leave as i cant be with you anymore and
i want to tell you a secret i have been keeping from you

the three children are not yours and they are from different father.
i am sorry to cause so much misery.



mark begin to bend down and tears flow like a stream of river.

the kids ran to mark.shouting daddy
daddy

mark turn his way unable to face the kids for a moment as there are no blood and tie
but he turned and hug the kids saying i will be here for you kids , no one can take you away from me , no one!


a few days later


a worker recieve a news
and pass it to mark.
the news is about goomo.
the worker ' pastor ,goomo is facing judgement of GOD , she have HIV and now she is going to be sold by the auction sales.

mark was in a rush to gather all his cash and placed it into his cargo and went to the place.


The auctioneer have brought out goomo. goomo 's face is bruised and she look like bones and stick. The auctioneer have strip her naked and people laughed at her. She look down on the floor and she was afraid. the auctioneer placed a bid of 100 pieces of silver.
but no one wanted
the auctioneer shout come
just name your price
no one wanted
the auctioneer lower it to 50
no one wanted
and the auctioneer was so tense where he is willing to seel at 10 pieces of silver.
someone shouted
offering 1000 pieces of silver. everyone turned and startle by the price.
It was the panting mark grasping for breath.


he ran towards goomo and he strip off his clothes and put it on goomo and holding her assuring her saying ' lets go home '






















this is a picture of Jesus and us.. where we (goomo )where we sin and betraying GOD.
GOD still love us, not despise us where others (worker)despise.
the a devil (auctioneer)where he try to humilate us and selling our life off.
and Jesus died at the price(high price) to redeem us.



For my story
i lived in a broken family and it was never perfect for me.
i have never experince what is a real fatherly love before i came to know GOD.HE is my first love, my FATHER that always love me even though i am rebellious at times.
GOD filled my life, He never fail to strengthen me when i am weak. some love may look eternal but is not.sometime I am being abandon by friends(mere friends) and the one i loved and devoted my life the most.i was so broken when i am being abandon once again but it doesnt matter.because in life humans are never perfect . MAR says believe in people and trust in people.





there are people i want to thank!
bryan, dennis, mar, van.they stick with me when i am down!
there are some also !
especially bryan -.- become so crazy with him -.-



recently my mum and i have a tense conversation.
comparing me, and i teared because so many thought just came upon me. like she have a partner that cared for her. and i am alone now! but ya i am not alone :) HE love me more than anything .




projects!!!! -.-




could you even think for a moment?
you made the statement that you are lost but i am free ?
i am stating that i want you to be happy to let you go and that what you wanted.
and now you say

as long as i am happy?! 我會讓你明白 是你失去了我 不是我失去了你

( and well your ignorant friend agree 说得好:) ) do they know me ? basically no. and how much i have gave you just wanting you to be happy and wanting you have a new life of love.
come on.. i am the one who gave you the authority to make the decision. i never make the decision of breaking up! if at that moment of time you have the decision and you made that you wanted to leave me and great you put every mistake on me. did you ever think for a moment, when i begged for you to come back and you rejected :)crying for you to come back.

i lost you . yes! i lost your heart !


think for a moment! i know i am incompatible to you! i am not that intelligent, handsome, romantic, rich! but at least i devote my life to you ?
you told me you will leave and you left. leaving me in a bad state where i am picking up the pieces! you just say love is tiring.
thank you :) i wore you out. so sorry .

down with a bad flu.. and fever is coming up!during common test. what a day for me -.-

woo..study the whole day today and anime and sleep -.-

ok.. at thursday i have a thought that in the past i really have bad attitude, ignorant and childish.
I have changed alot i believe?
wei shan compliment me that i have become mature.

I believe i have changed alot after a painful experience..
I always learn after a bad hit.
I am willing to experience the extreme of humanity to be able to comprehend what others have gone through so i can counsel others and lift up the person that is going through the pain.

consecrate my life to YOU. I want to set apart myself, is no longer I but all about YOU..

my best friend will be at china for a week!#$@$^$%&%$^
sian sia no need be crazy with him already

i dreamt about you. It was sweet but treated me coldly in the dream too.
I was standing at the distance looking at you and my friends pulled me over and i sat beside you..
My heart beat faster at the same time when i sat right beside you but you display a long face when i sat beside you.
i been dreaming about you for weeks. When i dream, you will always be in the picture.
When i think about you, i tend to smile unknowingly. When i stone you are always in my head. When i see some action or things familiar to yours, i just smile.
haha.. this is not a emo post ok! is a post that i am happy about.
it is just the sweet things i always remember.

It is a love story that i keep flipping over and over and smiling at the same thing.

woooooooooo
common test week is next week !
3 paper left!
gosh. I will go all way out to study !

THIS IS THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOUND AND IN THIS LOVE I AM FOUND.



i watch the movie GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND PASTS
that show is awesome! and with someone special of course who is BRYAN!
haha there is a statement i captured " the one who care less have the power over the relationship but is never happy , the one who care the most have the happiness in the relationship "
After movie felt a sense of remorse but bryan say is not for you la! then i am like oh ok -.-
very funny la. we bought a top each from topman and is cheap! 2 for 29 bucks. After that we took a bus from bugis to woodlands. The trip "very very " short. We ate at 888 plaza and talk. Enjoy the time alot..

BTC and IS test have pass. Left with plw ,els and rer -.-

PAin
pain
and very pain!!!!!!!!
emotion is very temporal due to pain and cannot eat!

very glad to receive the message in the morning. smiling over it !
i don't mind being in hospital so you will visit me :) crazy idea though

i want get a new sneaker! worn out !
new zara clothes!
buffet after i recover from pain!!!!!!!!!
so dennis, bryan and mar promise! anyone want to join also can!
haha... six months of sacrificing now is 6 months of pampering myself! so saving up to do these three mission after common test !
pray for me to do well!!!!!

(講到他

就突然很沉重

但很開心的事情

是他終於放下了 -.-

希望你能得到幸福)


dumbfounded though.

as long as you are happy without me
it is alright! anything do not matter anymore as long as you are happy:)

i am being delivered.
haha... and i forgive :)

gosh my files in my camera are being corrupted -.-
gg

There is a song have lyric which is 'break my heart for what break Yours'
mar begin to say this and it just struck my heart she say that at one time when she sing this,GOD say to her this 'When you act sad like this it break MY heart " that she encounter a broke up in the past. I wanted to break down that very moment. I did not know that i meant so so much to GOD. i been acting really upset these few days after the broke up. It hit me so hard that i begin to wobble so much that i do not have the strength to walk. I do not know how to move on, i even begged her. This show how much i am affected.
When no one wants me, GOD says to me "you are my beloved " I will have you ! "
I have the joy of the Lord! He strengthen me .

i sure make a new blog to separate the good things and the bad things

happy birthday wen shen

a young little boy is savoring his sweetest ever lollipop but was being snatched away by someone that he love deeply and he just kept mute as the lollipop is taken away.Tears trickled down his cheek.He was so afraid that he do not ever dare to look into her eyes. It is not that she is a ghastly person but is that if the young boy look into her eyes he will remember how the lollipop taken away from him and he will want it back no matter what happens so he just look at somewhere where he is feeling comfortable with.
He have no choice but turn to his DAD and cried out, a pair of arms begin to embrace him.He felt warmth rushing in his eyes and burst out in tears.Hearing words of affirmation and security begin to fill his little shatter heart. He begin to sing and sing and sing and dance at the same time where tears are like perpetual.

my mum is hospitalize due to the need of having a operation.
PLEASE PRAY FOR HER!



your curiosity only hurt me to satisfy your need

my skinny friend 0.- queen of eyebag.

this is the girl confess to me that she had a crush on me in the past infront of her boyfriend 0.- astounded me -.-

idiotic face but my best friend

she is one of the beautiful woman i ever seen and respect.nice classmates i can say :)my big boss .mar at last willing to take picture with me.i look like a drug addict

stop it darrion! stop doing stupid things nor be agitated!
she is no longer yours!
she is long gone! her heart is not yours! so could you stop having foolish thoughts!
stop being so naive! get over it !

pei jie ask me a question that struck me!
she ask"you still like her alot right?"
i said "ya i do,very much"
she ask"why do not want to patch back with her "
i say "eh "

well for me,i can no longer give her happiness so
it will be redundant if i were to ask ?

:(


shall not be to emotional
well
but i only blog when i am upset -.-

i did not know it hurt that much!
!#)E$($*%^*%*&%(^&^)@#$E!*
why am i the weaker party!

stress man -.- when my mum ask me "you broke off with been ting ""why?"
i am like ehhh...
she say "your heart fall for another girl "
i -.- "NO LA ! "
then i try to skip the topic
do not know how to answer
-.-

wept because of the abandonment and being affiliate
due to the allegory i have encounter. Is like overflowing of tears



i never felt so nervous talking to you,
yeS ! it been awhile since i ever talk you.
happy or nervous?
well maybe both?



i found a lover! and i will be love for the rest of my life and i am going to love HIM for the rest of my life!
YOU have accepted me when no one wants me,
YOU clothe me when i am naked,
YOU tell me is alright when i am panicking,
YOU tell me i love you when no one love me,
YOU paid the price for me when i am almost being sell off,
YOU cry when i left ,
YOU want me to love you ,
YOU forgive me when i did something grave,
YOU never walk out of my life,
YOU stayed when no one is around,
YOU make me valuable when i am worthless,
YOU bring me high when i am low,
IT IS YOU I WANT!!!!





kinda moody these days.
must eat more sweet things to keep me sober so will not moody..



arhhhhhhhhhh!!!
why why why !!!

cheer up! and do not be afraid of anything i believe you are a bold girl!jia you ho been ting!!!!!!!!!

actually i wanted to keep it! but i have to give it back !

pretty upset with myself for not doing the right thing!
must prioritise !

i do get jealous when i know that she is with someone -.-
gg...
oh well:) smile darrion!
as bryan state , a void at my heart that she have left.


★拿的起, 放的下 微笑 將屬於自己

smile!



super gg 0.-
really do not know what to say about my emotions.

quite piss with a particular thing!
let me do things with wisdom and not with my foolish authority!

i am glad. i am just glad that you are fine :)
and you have gave me alot ! thank you

What a foolish thought that have pass through my mind !
So foolish till i can ridicule myself.

this is my class!!got some not in there because they went off -.-
haha... it been awhile since i blog:)
well.. school is quite tiring but cool.. my new GOOD friend is shy and hid at the back -.-
haha..

watch (taken) and it is really a nice film!
(are you planning to sacrifice her) lady
(no i am willing to sacrifice anything for her)man
lol... these sentence capture my attention..
haha .. shall not be dishearten -.-
i am willing to sacrifice anything for her!
gg.

Went for the fellowship at the night and went to overnight at bryan house,he is so nice to let me sojourn for a night,get to know him more and deeper.lol. sound so gay 0,0
when we are about to sleep,intense pain come upon my left ribcage(till now also pain-.-)

I want to tell a certain person that she is going through alot in her life but no matter what i will be there for you.I believe everything came crashing down on you but is ok. GOD is with you till the end of the world(your life time)
jia you !!! do not ever ever give up on yourself.
Do not run from pressure but face it and you will become a greater person :)

Sorry if i have done anything that made you angry.






"all the best for your 1st day of school"
this sentence made me happy :)

My mum gave me so little pocket money and rebuke me for my untidiness.
These add on to my burden. I can say that my mind is like in the whirlwind, so confused and uncertain.I love her still but i am not obliged to love her,i have no right because i am unable to give her happiness.
I want to be the one comforting her when she cry, i want to be the one to lend her a shoulder when she need.I want to be the pillar she rely on, encourage her when she fall.
Lift her up when she need the push, pushing her to the greater length.
Make her smile and laugh when she is bored. Accompany her to go all over the world.
Bring her to places where it will elate her.
Saying i love you and i love you and i love you and i love you till death set us apart.
Propose to her at the place that is exotic,wearing the ring for perpetual.
My life is in the mess without you texting me,loving me,hugging me and occasionally letting me to savour your lips.
I want to marry you and i meant it :( I really do, i still have so much to do with you,getting married,have a family with two kids ( a boy and a girl)although you yourself do not want to have any due to the pain.
it been 15 days since we broke up, it been so awkard with my life,without you, i just felt something missing, something that is important have departed from my life.
The last words you told me when we broke off, made me cry so badly when i was on my way home.I never thought we will end up in this state,even though we love each other so deeply.
In the past during our cold war which is at most a week,it end up me msging you because i can never never take it being without you loving me. I always sound so weak but i really do miss you so much.If i am given a opportunity to hug you and have you. I will never let you go away from me. I will stick to you for the rest of my life.
I am aware that you are very angry and resent me alot which can be seen by your defensive side.I am not him, i am really not. I am different, i do love you from the start and till now i still love you. I am sorry,you know my character right?where i am so insensitive with my words when i am hot headed.Please do forgive me.



i am elated that you are being encourage by some friends, at least i know you are fine without me. I am happy for you :)
Is never good to have a nasty emotion. I will want you to feel nothing for this relationship
so you will be able to go through life.BEING HAPPY IS ALL THAT MATTERS.
I believe without me life can be ever greater for you. I brought pain to your life and i am aware of it. My wish is coming true, you are happy and you are perfectly fine.
I know i am so ugly in the inside and maybe outside and i just feel so ugly in the inside. I hate myself,i despice myself.

I believe you can find someone that love you ever more than i could. I want you to have the best of everything! The best of everything in life!
The best love you can ever obtain!

i believe i am not fit to be your lover.

i am so foolish by losing my cool during my previous post, i cannot believe that sometime when i get hurt i will retaliate back that harshly. Darrion is a mean guy. I gave a thought over everything. Well let me say about how i feel ok? i thought that you never really care and do not feel a prick in the heart but i am really wrong about everything after i read your blog. I seriously believe you are the one being hurt the most.It is my miscalculation after all...
i want to sincerely apologize to ho been ting for hurting her over and over again ever after we have part our way.

i can tell you that you are the best girl i ever met for the 17 years of my life. i want to thank you for everything. The tender love you gave to me once and i can tell you that i loved and love you the most during my life for this 17 years.

Forgive me for my transgression. I have been a bad boyfriend.

THIS is my blog and i believe i am fit enough to say how i feel in my blog...YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO MANIPULATE ME ANYMORE!!!!!


i am freaking conflicted by your words......i have my rights to place any picture i want... since you are so keen to end this relationship of ours... 2 years and 17 days...then go ahead
it do not mean anything to you from the start?
well it doesnt! so thank you for your lies and everything, stating that you love me but you do not. Whole chunk of shits?
SO overwhelm by it!
YEA i am a freaking jerk :) i will get away from your life since whatever i say you feel that i am always pushing the blame to you.
Is like whatever!

stop trying to log into my account and change without my permission is freaking irritating! well you do not have a hold anymore since i have change the password.



i do not hate you and i cant bring myself to !

Prayer is the key to everything you need ! ! says:
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ok with
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?
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-.-
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yr emotion?>
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loving you.
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ha ha aha
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sleeping soon
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tmr long day!
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haha
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ya
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long long day
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haha
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so cool
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can go
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i also want to go sot too
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ya man!
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must must
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life changing
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so cool
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haha
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mar
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yup yup.
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got more anoiting already
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lol
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erm
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its only second wk
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ha ha ah
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need GOD more la
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lol
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ya
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i also need
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le
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very dry
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and worn out
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take some time to wait on God
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let Him fill and refresh you k?
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i will keep you in prayer! fresh oil from heaven1
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thanks mar
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i need it alot
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to recharge me to go on
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yup.
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sleep early..
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and help more people
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tmr wakes up early to seek God
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our calling is to God
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not jsut mionistry
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ministry
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ok
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ya
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fellowship with HIM too right
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yup.
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=)
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sleep early tonight k?
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i gtg...tmr need to wake up at 5.50am!
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ok
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night
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sleep well
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ha ha ha. nite.tks darrion for being a disciple of GOD
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one life lets live it
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my pleasure
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yeas
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God will gives you wat you need
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strength ,anointing and wisdom
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amen
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haha
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okokie. i gtg......
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ok
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bye
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nite. bye.
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anything msg me
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ok
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:)



sometime mar says thing that made me go over the moon

1. 
   
   joke of the pic... dar dar saving a girl that is falling from the pole?

lol...


ok... went to witness the solemn matrimony....
and well it is great ?
my mum remarried and i am part of the english man world :X haha.. i got the "blood" now,
so will be consider pretty attractive :X
lol...
and during the ceremony, guess what,my mum phone rang -.-
it was during the man hosting for the matrimony.
took some picture and went to eat!
totally famish after the whole day and i order a huge meal!!!
gobbled down the food
so not glamorous,oh well.
haha.. went to meet bryan,andy, cheryl,vanessa and mei man.
took some pictures and my precious andy and mei man went off -.-
so left me,bryan,cheryl and vanessa...
we have to hang out with treacherous ladies :X
went to catch a movie,shijiku incident. I suppose this in the spelling.
A jackie chan film! Is quite a disheartening movie :( love is painful. lol

went to eat mos burger after that, then cheryl start a personal test on every one..
question 1 ) ans) from darrion from van from bryan
who will you go with to a forest? -mei man? -bf? -yea kai?


question 2) which animal will you ans) owl ? fox? bird?
see?


question 3) ans)a hut? haunted castle?
what type of house will you see house?


question 4 )
what will you see on the table of ans)a candle? nothing? keys?
house?



question 5)
what will you see at the back of ans)lake lake? river
the house ? a lake ,river or sea





ok
so answer is revealed!
1st question
is the lover of your life ...
mine is abit funny -.-i chose her because i have to put on a brave front so will not die earlier in the forest =.-
which shows that bryan is gay =.-
van is -.- not specific


2nd question it show the personality of your so called lover -.-
and mei man is really a owl =.- that sleep really late at night
van bf should be a cunning one?
bryan. yea kai like freedom
-.-




3rd question shows
what type of relationship are you after?
mine is a simple one.. bryan is demanding ?
van is scary relationship?
lol


4rd question show
what type of personality are you..
i am romantic?quite true ?
van is nothing -.-
bryan is the one wants to be in control maybe?



5th question shows that
how much are you willing to love -.-
mine and van is not alot but willing to love long...
bryan is a river-.-
lol

so
well very hilarious -.-









i missed you alot...
i wish i can still be together with you
dear. i hope you love me still?