My mum gave me so little pocket money and rebuke me for my untidiness.
These add on to my burden. I can say that my mind is like in the whirlwind, so confused and uncertain.I love her still but i am not obliged to love her,i have no right because i am unable to give her happiness.
I want to be the one comforting her when she cry, i want to be the one to lend her a shoulder when she need.I want to be the pillar she rely on, encourage her when she fall.
Lift her up when she need the push, pushing her to the greater length.
Make her smile and laugh when she is bored. Accompany her to go all over the world.
Bring her to places where it will elate her.
Saying i love you and i love you and i love you and i love you till death set us apart.
Propose to her at the place that is exotic,wearing the ring for perpetual.
My life is in the mess without you texting me,loving me,hugging me and occasionally letting me to savour your lips.
I want to marry you and i meant it :( I really do, i still have so much to do with you,getting married,have a family with two kids ( a boy and a girl)although you yourself do not want to have any due to the pain.
it been 15 days since we broke up, it been so awkard with my life,without you, i just felt something missing, something that is important have departed from my life.
The last words you told me when we broke off, made me cry so badly when i was on my way home.I never thought we will end up in this state,even though we love each other so deeply.
In the past during our cold war which is at most a week,it end up me msging you because i can never never take it being without you loving me. I always sound so weak but i really do miss you so much.If i am given a opportunity to hug you and have you. I will never let you go away from me. I will stick to you for the rest of my life.
I am aware that you are very angry and resent me alot which can be seen by your defensive side.I am not him, i am really not. I am different, i do love you from the start and till now i still love you. I am sorry,you know my character right?where i am so insensitive with my words when i am hot headed.Please do forgive me.



i am elated that you are being encourage by some friends, at least i know you are fine without me. I am happy for you :)
Is never good to have a nasty emotion. I will want you to feel nothing for this relationship
so you will be able to go through life.BEING HAPPY IS ALL THAT MATTERS.
I believe without me life can be ever greater for you. I brought pain to your life and i am aware of it. My wish is coming true, you are happy and you are perfectly fine.
I know i am so ugly in the inside and maybe outside and i just feel so ugly in the inside. I hate myself,i despice myself.

I believe you can find someone that love you ever more than i could. I want you to have the best of everything! The best of everything in life!
The best love you can ever obtain!

i believe i am not fit to be your lover.