ok...cant seem to sleep..ya... kinda sad...
yup....ok..this two days... not really myself....
like wearing a mask... acting to be happy but not...
ok... yup... i believe i m strong.... but i nvr am.....
i breakdown... terribly...when i m alone...where no one see mi....
anger and sadness just come at one time....
my heart is so cold and pain....

problems come... people convert their hurts to mi.....
where they angry at mi...friend and mum... and everyone.....
where i haf my hurts ,loneliness...i facing it myself.....
feeling being used..... by people.....


i m just no longer who i m....where i show my emotions openly....
being myself....
but i m no longer myself....
learning to protect myself.....
walls just being built.....where i no longer can get hurt...no longer can feel love.....

SORRY!!!

ok...

im bluff alot of ppl that i and her broke off

the truth is we are still loving each other alot

and i want thank that those ppl who care for me.

and those care for me are good frens.

sorry ah!

tartar~~~=)

love her always

we will last forever and ever...

ok....
veri sad
ya....
i cried for a day!!!!
ya....i didnt expect tat yesterday which is our one year is
our last day together....
u leave mi alone
walking away... turning ur back away from mi.....
my heart is so pain....
we promised tat we will be together forever
u said tat i m the guy u love
and nvr leave mi alone...
why did u leave mi alone
:(

one year is so loving and great...
but is the worst....
you said tat i m flirt and u say tat we dun suit one another....
am i not gd enough for u?
u are the onli woman i love and i love the most...
u are my life...
i cant live without u....
dun leave mi :(

hmmm...today is kinda sad....and lonely...
ya....
hmm....
i haf nightmares recently...
bad one...
hmmm the satan noe mi welll...



kinda dissappointing wit things...
but is alright....
i going to be strong veri strong :)
future apostle? will it come true?




because no matter wat there is always someone there for mi
to be there for mi...the faithful and loving one:)
THANKS!!!!!! JESUS...
thanks keefe dear....
ate lunch wit him...
haha.....
later meeting her too... yay!!!

haha... at last update...
be frank i m super lazy to update....

hmm manyy things happen recently....
hope things work out for the better.. hmmm
something we quarrel till veri bad...but things do work out in the end....
just realli love u alot...


my gal u are always on my mind.
would u let mi spend my life wit u.
i love u
i just wan to hold u tightly to mi


hmmm this one is i think one hor....
hope u appreciate it:)
love u lots