haha...i saw quite a touching scene.... haha to mi... how i wish it would be for mi...
congrats val..... i think she veri happi haha... i believe it will happen for mi... but still veri long....

1 year 6 months....
well... i can say tat i seriously missed you today....
actually i waiting for u to wish mi.... but 12 just pass... well... just will not get wish from u...
but through blog...
hmm well i felt kinda bad today....
veri confuse....
evaluated myself... maybe i m just to selfish or too sensitive....
this really shows tat loving and revealing the deepest feeling cause how i can be easily destroy....
emotionally...
maybe i haf change alot... i dun realli flare up anymore... just keeping in silence....




i m someone tat loves attention. but i dun get it from man no longer...
sometimes it just hurts when i m being pushed or rejected when i wanna hug or kiss.....
i m a person tat can feel love through this ways...
but i dun realli noe u love mi although by knowledge i noe but the heart just dun feel it...
i wanted the gal tat hug mi till i cant breath or wanting to kiss mi so badly...it is u.
you change alot. or it is i nvr noe you...
well i nvr change... except for the better...





silence.... is nvr the best ans but wat can i do....
i m angry for your actions but i dun wan do anything....
i just say in my mind is my fault....
finding wats wrong....






i dunno why it turn out like this i wish tat we will be like before.....
i realli miss those times... tat we are realli ourselves and smiling loving each other so deeply... felt
bad and reflect our own bad action.... and change for one another....
just a few months it change so much...





i miss u