baby
i just wan you love mi alot and
nvr let mi go alright
?

i m fucking irritated.... by the emoness....
rahhh... is fucking driving mi crazy....
nvm i go cycling.....
wit potato....
dammm....




u call and i nvr pick up because u once told mi
tat if u nvr inform mi.... wat if is ur mum....
sorry.....so i nvr pick up...and i ask u wat happen u nvr tell mi...
and say tat i heartless....




arh!!! fucking irritated....
i hate this bloody world la....
why must like this.....

hmm...
it been a long time....
tat i haf update my blog...




hmmm
i do noe tat i haf leave u alone and
stuff...at my birthday....
and i m terribly sorry... i noe tat i haf hurt you so so so deep...
baby it may seem tat i leave u alone and stuff....
baby when i saw u leave alone at the mrt....
my heart hurt terribly.... my heart is like crying so so badly....
tat i leave u alone...to be frank i noe u are veri unhappi....
i can see it....
haix... edwin thank u so so much.... too.... for being by my gal gal side....
i m sorry tat i m not the one being by ur side when u need mi...
i noe tat i m a aweful bf....
baby dun doubt wat i say alright?
u are realli my precious gal tat i whom realli love more then anyone else...
baby... i just wan u give mi more time ok?
i saw blood coming from the vomit... so i nvr bluff u....astma attack and faint...
baby....i hope u will nvr leave mi...i hope u promise this....
i wanna tell u one thing......
when i ask u the question today....
will you live without mi....
for mi....i can nvr live without u.... i m urs totally...u are my everything....without u my life cannot go on.....tat how important you are to mi....



i m so touch at my bday.....
she plan it wit alot of effort....
thanks my friends...
baby it been a tiring one for u.....
for ur bday...is gonna be great too.....
i noe u plan it so tiring....
baby i will nvr forget this bday.....
:)

baby i love u alot.
u noe ma?
i realli do....
my birthday wish is to haf u as my wife :)

hmmm....
baby baby baby....
hmmm...
baby i m realli sorry if u find mi tat i change towards you...
baby but i wanna tell u tat my love for u haven change....
i realli love u like crazy as usual....

hmmm i find tat i m not patient no longer....
and i did stupid thing... today tat hurt her... i m sorry tat i do tat...cox i like wan to go crazy and i nvr thought tat the person u like is the last time de mi....

i m so sorry...
baby i realli wanna thank u tat the love u gave mi...
hope u still love mi...
i m abit angry cox hor... i cannot play wit you!!! not fair... bell bell play wit you u will not angry de...
i veri jealous ><
haha....

hmmm...ok is like so long since i update my blog... so excited for my bd la....
haha.... i can get to spend wit my precious darling....and friends and kor....
hmm... i need to be sensitive and stuff... ya...
i gonna be 16
and my wish is....


get to the same school as her....and is a gd school hor....
better relationship wit my baby....
more money :X
gd relationship wit everione...
another handphone tat is the same as her's
closer relationship wit GOD.....
i wan alot and alot of things....
haha... but most of all.... i wanna haf a view of heaven and GOD for my birthday...... can i?

hmmm.... ok.....
i just wanna say tat
my birthday is coming le...
be truthful... i m kinda excited....
i wanna be happier.... on this birthday...
i hope tat
the friends tat is beside mi... i hope tat we will last forever... i nvr wish tat
we will lose anyone...
i wanna be a better person... and i wish i will last wit her... forever...tat is one of my wish.....tat is one of the top....

my pasts is being reveal.... and
i m being despite....i m sorry for wat i done in the past...
i m sorryy tat i m this kind of person in the past...
i just wanna say tat i m not perfect...:(

ok...
a new year a new start... a new age.... a new resolution...
ya...and hoping a better relationship....
hmm... new year is kinda fun... haha... ok ok....
but dun realli get to spend wit my precious baby.... miss her alot la...
ya... something happen and is a like a bad thing...
and i and my baby tok things out....
and this sentence realli hit mi veri hard....
when will i learn.... repeating the same mistake over and over and over again...
and i think alot.... abt this....
i m thinking why m i like this...
cant i change for the sake of our relationship...
:(
i realli love my baby de...
baby i wan to make a apology to u...
i m terribly sorry....
and hope tat i will last forever wit you....
kinda miss u and our honey mood...
haha....


i realli do wan to change to be become a much better boyfriend....
i wan to be your sweetie....
ya....
i love u baby....


oh gosh... i feel tat i m becoming more gay...
haha... i like guys too....
i m bisexual man... wahaha..... becareful.... haha....