baby.....
this is i draw for u de...
hmmm.... we are so far away apart together... but
our hearts is so close....
i dunno wat to do but at least i hope this
simple drawing will touch u....
i hope u will happi....
hmmm... baby trust mi
ok?
i oso trust u de....
i will be happi de... hope u are always happi....
muacks........ i love u so much....
baby i m always missing you.....
:(

i miss u ....faster come back so i can hug u....
i love u baby........

haha....woke upp early in the morning...dun realli wan to go school actually but
i wan go becasue she got go...ya.... becasue i cant see her for her month...
and i realli will miss her de....
so i will wan to go....
ok....met her...realli happi....
cox miss her so much....
hope she will feel the same for mi....
:)
hmm...then went there.... and went to vista to buy something to eat.....
then went school de table and ate at there.... then she tell mi
faster eat because of isabelle there le...
then i feel like... i nvr force u to eat faster before...and
u wan mi faster drink and eat....
lol...ok...nvm....hhaa....
and the lesson is kinda bored.....i realli wan to sleep zzzzzzzzzzzz.....
haha....


the lesson finish and was planning to
bring her go and eat.... and spend time wit her....
cox i oso dun wan her hungry....
hmmm.....
ok.... then she tell mi to buy for her....ok....
hmmm... i dun mind....and realli walk veri fast....i noe she tired...
so i buy for her....although i hate to be alone.....
but is ok :) i love u...so i willing to do anything...
then when reach there....realli so so dissapointed.... i pass her the food and told mi
bye bye..... then i like ok.... i dun realli wanna show out my feeling...i just act until
veri tired....i just dun wan to bother her much.....
so i just walk home alone... realli sad....
i realli wan to spend time wit u... cox i cannot see u for another month... so so pain...
my heart.... but oh well.... a smile can cover everything
:) no matter wat i realli love u and wanted to be who u wan mi to be... to be sweet bf

ok...today went to swimming wit kor kor...then go geyland and eat....
and is nice... haha.... then went to play pool...crap i lose so mani time...
onli won one time...haha...


haha...
hmmm... i think i will control my temper le.. ya lo...
hmmm... baby hope tat u account to mi more... cox wat you say
i realli hate it... when u say u forgot....
and i dun realli like him.....u say i swimming... then nvr tell... so if
u busy then i dun need to msg u wat i do and stuff....
ok nvm.....ba... i trust u but pls tell mi....
before i ask... i realli dun like....


baby realli wan us to realli last... so i kept the anger and controlll....
so we will not quarrel :(
hope u understand mi more :)
baby i will not be like last time tat get angry so easily....
i realli wan you to be happi always de.....

haha....
ok.... hmm woke up in the morning veri early.... but wanted to
wake up early and cook for her... but cannot wake up...
too early le...
sorry ok?
then i prepare, nvr eat cox i wan to eat wit her....
haha.... i miss her alot:)
then went to mrt and she is late... haha....
haha... cox because of her mother as usual...haha....
she is so pretty... so pretty....
haha...
so happi when i see her... i hug her... haha....
we went to somerset...haha......
first we went to take neo print.... seeh....my hair so so ugly :(
so i look so ugly la....
but she look so pretty... like a flower in a pool of shit...
my hair longer then will nicer....
:(
so faster grow....haha...i pray....
i wan to look nicer....so i will look like ur bf :)
haha.... then we go hk cafe...
then we ate and tok.... so i thought her hw to say grace... this is the best thing of the day... tat we do something spiritual....together... GOD is in the centre.....of our relationship....
and i realli happi....
then we actually wanted
to watch movie... but in the end.... nvr...so we played arcade... hmmm...
she dun realli like.... but we played together...haha... is her first i think... so realli happi.....
hope she is happi... ya lo... realli happi she played wit mi :) haha....
haha... we then still deciding to watch movie anot... in the end nvr haha....
then we went to city hall... go one place to sit and we tok....
haha.... we just chat and like so so in love...
so realli happi.....
and she slept at my lap cox she is realli tired...
ya lo....
haha... she is like a baby so cute.....
then we just like get to noe one another more....
:) realli happi...and we went to church... together...
the painting is great veri nice... veri gd... and i wan to be like peter so close by JESUS....
so i m realli blessed....
baby i wan tell u tat is ok... i noe the decision to become christian maybe is critical to u...
but is ok baby... i love u...
lets slowly :) ok.... baby i trust u? babytrust mi ok?
baby i will nvr cheat you de....
:) dun feel sad ok? although i m alittle but i noe.. slowly ba...cox i noe we will forever...
do u believe tat we will forever?
then after tat we went home.....
then we tok abt the saving thing.....
baby i wan to tell u tat.... i realli cherish our relationship....
so i realli wanna save alot of money... i wan to take care of u and i dun wan u to suffer....
ya lo....baby hope u love mi and let mi love u more ok?
haha..... i love u baby and i realli wan u to love mi hard hard hard and lots lots too hor :)
baby i realli will miss u de when u go taiwan.... baby i will be gd de..ok.?
u must be gd hor!!!dun do something will hurt mi!!!! i love u:)

haha....
today is realli a bad day for mi actually....
first...i stay at home two days and i m going nuts....
second... i call lots of people and all not free....
third... i make my hair and it just will not stand!!
fourth... is raining badly and is like wat the hell....
fifth.... i go out alone... and is horrible.....i hate to be alone....
...
but is ok... at the end my gal...care...and i m realli veri touch.....
although she is kinda busy.... i love her so much so i will not anyhow call gals to go out de :)
haha... thought will be alone... but in the end...i bump into mani friends... then
spend time lo.... haha.....
then just walk walk...
haha... then i wait for my gal...ya lo....
then she came....
i m so so happi :)
haha... i miss her alot....
ya lo.. then we spend time and stuff....
baby thank u for giving mi a chance... i will not ever ever smoke le.....
hope u trust in mi once again.... and care for mi like u do.... :)
thanks for loving mi so much.....



baby i wanna say i realli wan to cherish u le...i dun wan us to quarrel... anymore...
i wan u to be happi :)
I LOVE U!!!

baby... i veri jealousy cannot go shang hai wit you......
and u look so cute....i saw one of the photo tat zq posted
i love u

hmmm this two days realli been through hell...
both of us hurt one another deeply...
so is realli cannot be imagine....
quarrel over lots of things.. our belief...gals.... guys....
love... misses... thoughts....
and i realli break down terriblely.....
i feel like dying at tat time....
hmm baby....

we haf start all over again....
hope tat we will be happi every single day...
i will treasure u more and cherish u....cox i m afraid tat i lose u...
baby.... i nvr once treat you like a toy... pls trust mi :(
baby i love u... realli love u deep...
nth matters....
i hope u will not give up on mi ok?
baby i m veri happi tat u willing to give mi this chance...to start all over again.....
i love u so so much....





GOD i surrender this relationship into UR hands.....
i pray U blessed it in the name of JESUS.... let this relationship be blessed...
wit YOUR love.....let not sin come into this relationship.. let not jealousy, doubt,unforgivenss,unholiness,unrepentence, to come in....
but let peace,patients,love,joy, kindness,anoiting,and most importantly GOD in the centre of the relationship....

i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan

i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan

i dun wan u to leave mi ;(

A store that sells husbands has just opened where a woman may go to choose a husband from among many men…The store is composed of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes as the shopper ascends the flights.There is, however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you cannot go back down except to exit the building.So a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband.On the first floor the sign on the door reads:Floor 1 - These men have jobs.The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?"So up she goes.The second floor sign reads:Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids.The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's further up?" And up she goes again.The third floor sign reads:Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking."Hmmm, better" she says. "But I wonder what's upstairs?"The fourth floor sign reads:Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking and help with the housework."Wow!" exclaims the woman, "very tempting. BUT, there must be more further up!" And again she heads up another flight.The fifth floor sign reads:Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking, help with the housework and have a strong romantic streak."Oh, mercy me! But just think… what must be awaiting me further on?" So up to the sixth floor she goes.The sixth floor sign reads:Floor 6 - You are visitor 3,456,789,012 to this floor.There are no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please.Thank you for shopping at The Husband Store and have a nice day.





lol...is a story i got from the web.....
lol...women are hard to please :x

hmm...today is kinda bored....
went out wit jab, penis and gene....
ok lol...
he wan to buy skinny
and 3 quarter pants....
then we buy and stuff....lol...
ok this is a bit disgusting....we saw 3 lady
and they are mens......
lol...eeeeeeeee......think they change sex....cox i and jab heard their voice...
eee....gross...
haha...head home...and ate kfc at admirlty...
haha...

now getting ready for the camp....
haha....put all the shirts into the bag...hmmm...
gonna haf fun....
i believe....
haha......off i go....
baby... i m still waiting for u....
miss u lots lots....
hope u dun cry le.....

haha...ok....woke up in the morning....ok..la...not seh already....get back
to normal...haha....lol....
then crap....i run here and there...no one help mi la....
but is ok...
i willing to do my father"S business....
haha...
although go here and there to pass consent form...lol...
haha... then went to find ying jie...supposely jab going wit mmi.... then lol....
he say he cannot...
guo wei oso...go out wit uncle...so ya...sian...
so went then go find mar.. and jo is there and her husband..and wei fang is there oso...
haha.. but i tok to ying jie more...haha.....
then went to buy things for the camp....zzzzzzzzzzz
tiring sia...lol....
haha...doing father"S business..it been awhile tat i haf gone a extra miles for HIM...
hmm felt realli gd cox i noe HE is smiling at mi :)
haha....she called mi....i m happi
haha....
i miss her!!!
haha....then she cry...oh no.....
sorry i cant hug u in my arms...
hmmm do not be afraid i and GOD will always be there for u :)

haha...
ok....

WOKE up early in the morning....msg kor...

and quarrrel! lol.....crap..... haha....met gan jie in the morning wit other... guy...

chat awhle lor...so long nvr see her liao...lol....

the guy tat is 21 is like not 21 la... lol

like veri young....lol....they tok...then tok abt gang thing wa lao ei...i listen hor....

the guy is like at jurong quite big like tat....lol....

haha....my gan jie oso...i think.... at cck....

crap.... i listen...haha ok la.... i not lousy oso hor!!!

haha... secret!!!

haha...went to somerset then met him....

then he did not tok much...cox i think he is angry wit mi....

haha....

nvm...ba...then we walk walk and take the things he wanted...

then went window shopping....to look at perfumes...

then psp...

then we went to watch movie...

the game plan....

haha...tat veri nice show....

hmmm... is abt fathers...

and ya.. when i watch the show...i felt realli sad ba...

cox i dun haf a father tat loves mi alot....

so ya......but is ok....i got her....is enough...nth else matters....

then after tat go bar to drink... haha.... first time drank martell...

haha....i m not drunk la....

lol...but abit seh and high haha....

then i tell my kor tat i miss her alot....

cox other than her...i dun realli haf closer the friend ba...haf is haf abit but

not realli spend alot of time lo...

then my kor kor console mi...he oso suddenly veri sad...

then i pei him....wa...

realli seh sia then oso sing...haha...haf a great time actually....

haha...then cab home....

haix.... i realli miss u...come back quickly....

crap....
my sister wake mi up again...
lol....cannot sleep well again....she wake mi up
becasue i my maid cooking finsh...lol...
ok...haf lunch tat is gd...haha...
japanese dishes....
cool...
ahha....then
i prepare and style my hair...
then went out....
then 4 person say not nice...
jab , my two sis and my maid...
crap...lol....not nice med...is nice wat!!!

lol...then went to church...haha....then
mag and jess praise mi....arh!!!
so happi la....haha......
yea..... love to be praise....
thanks to you two...
then we praise GOD and jump together....woohhoooo coool...
brother together....

haha...service is great....
after service is crap....went going home...
i got scolded for like nth....wat i do!!!
lol....i onli nvr smile...then say my face black black....
wat you wan mi to do....
wear a fake smile...!!!
i m neutral...and is the same no diff??
crap....
if not happi and not sad oso must smile?
huh? wat is this...
ok at cg is my fault....
i just wan attention!!! cox i m alone in the way!!!
crap....if u wan u stay or u can leave....
wat the ****
cg people oso dun like....tat i m in the mist of them....
so i m like in the pain of the ass.....i might as well dun come la.....
nvm man....wat chel say is true...when they need you...they will call u..espcially on
friday and sat onli man...
crap la....
so i m not realli important in the way to them la...
if u wan u stay if u wanna leave u can!
even my outside the kor care for mi more....
so i can go the outside world where there are more care....

haha...
ok...in the morning i m awake by the music that my maid played...
and the msgs...crap...headach man....i wan to sleep!! but cant already...
then i went to use com....
and bath and stuff...and gouwei wan to meet earlier than ok....
then went to jab house first...
HAHA...
and jab dad tok to mi....he is cool....he noe the word....and a gd example tooo...
GOD is GOD of impossible.... I M POSSIBLE....tat wat it means...
character. hurts.relationship.foundation.word.

yea...
haha.. went to tamp and play arcade...wooo...
haha...
and walk around.. tat crappy gouwei...same as ever...but funny and i like him...
then wa...saw alot of ice cream.....especially the vanila one....so nice la.....
tamp got alot of ice cream....lol...no like woodlands...lol.....
haha...lol...
then the pervert gouwei wan to take vidieo of a gal that is veri pretty..
lol...young small pervert...
haha...anyway haf a fun time....
then i bought something real interesting...
haha.... i nvr buy before....this is the first time...ever...cool....haha....
and went to void deck and ..... cox gou wei just wanna smoke...
ya lo...
haha....
then crap he ask mi join other gang....lol....
zzzzzzzzz
lazy to do this kind of thing...
lol....
then went to eat and stuff....haha...
then pass jess present haaha....
then went to cg....haix...realli veri tired...
and tired of everything man....
just wanna rest...




hmmm....i will not find any replacement.....
hmm..ya...cox i noe if i do i will hurt u...
and i dun wanna hurt myself... is stupid...and pain :x
andi dun wanna starve myself cox i cant take it...
but i did do something tat can relax...i will not wan to tell u when u are in shang hai...when
u come back then i tell u ba....
i hope u wil not be angry wit mi or upset wit mi....
cox i m already veri hurt and pain when i cant see u...really miss u lots.....
i hope u come back soon...miss u...

HMMM....
in the morning went and ate wit my mum.....
and went to bugis to buy cloths...
and i bought two shirt
yea....
haha....
then i went home....and use com....then
jacob call mi then... i go down of my house...
and go and sell ice cream...
haha...i hate selling ice cream but i earn alot.... :)
haha....at least got money...
haha.....
and noe some friends....
lol....
haha.. they are friendly....
ya....
cool....
then went home after tat
and potato came my house....
then we use com....suddenly she send mi a msg....then wa.....
realli happi....then i call her....i realli miss her like siao....i like in the way finding any replacement....
say the truth i m realli lonely and do not like to be lonely...
and we chat awhile then like veri lonely and when i say i gonna do certain stuff...she became quiet...
and not realli happi...
so we tok abt it...hmmm i not meeting anyone le....
hmmm...i will see wat to do....when i m alone i will normally do something stupid....
sorry tat i do not understand you enough and always make u cry and do the things u hate....
dun cry le ok?
i dun like la!!!
i will bear wit it de! ok .....?
i will not do anything you dun like....





and i went to log into ur friendster...and
i read her msg...so i just feel kinde sad....because you nvr tell mi anything abt your msg....
so is nvm....i dun wanna quarrel over this small things...just felt unhappi alittle tat u nvr tell mi anything....
nvm....
being a happi go lucky person is better....

OK.....
spend time together......
haix....why leave mi :(
veri happy at first then at the end veri sad....
haix.....

faster come back to mi hor.....
i realli miss you and will be lonely de.....
i need you alot de....
u cannot be replace by anyone....
i will wait for u.... de....

and i will not do anything tat will hurt you...
and i hope u will not!!!
love u lots.....
watever i promised i will do it de...