woo was suppose to blog yesterday but delayed till now..
Was ushering and someone felt that i am fierce looking when i aproached her,terrible...
I have to wear a wide smile to serve and is tiring to smile all day long but i guess is unto the Lord :) amidst of serving,power of GOD just flow through me.That is indeed a great feeling i have.
During service... a choir sang the song.(If i love it will be forever, if i give my heart it will be all)
these lyrics arrest my attention. Was thinking of you.
pastor preached about love busters and one of the love busters are annoying habits, where pastor kong state that in the past he will shake his leg whatever he does, counselling , eating, talking , praying , basically almost everything until one day sun ( his wife ) rebuke him by saying is irritating can you stop !
It brought into remembrance of me and her where she will feel pissed by the annoying action i done . This thought led me to a smile and i miss it alot.

Dennis heard the news and he said 'what the f***" then i am like -.- "you do not have to use that word .Train home with dennis and he ask why do i still wear the ring and offer to help me throw than i am like "are you nuts no way i am going to give to you! '
haha.. I told mei man this and she ask a profound question "you are still waiting for her right ?"
and i gave a profound answer "yes "
of course i am!!! hilarious and i told her that human beings are quite retard , where people cherish after losing it.Which i am wearing the watch she gave,can you believe it ! darrion hate wearing watch is wearing it and enjoying it alot! I found out that i love the watch alot !


Met up with wen shen ,i z, and hl.
Ate and chat!
When i first stepped in , wenshen disturbed me all the way.-.-
Had a good time with them.


Jab and i chatted for awhile..
talking about eyecandy...opps i do have -.-
no la.. I have to deal with my emotional baggages first . Have phobia of woman or girl