Grasping for air,lung being squeeze under tremendous pressure.
The room is so bloody and messy,solem atmosphere where there is sorrow and pain fill the thick air.
A still small voice spoke and brought clarity to the vague future that i am uncertain ahead.
Situation after situation crops up that cause my sorrow to invigorate.Believing is all i can do,groping for a answer to latch on so i am able to overturn the table.
Mere words can never descible the unbearable pain, tears may be able to descible when it trickle down my cheeks.
The promises and hope for a perpetual marriage are being dashed by the instant breaking up.
I promise to be your best friend if you would still want to open your life to me where i state that i will not abandon you alone even you would to leave me.
Still wearing the ring that do not belong to me.


Another situation crops up is family problem.This stituation is very crucial and it may pan out really bad.
So is really a hard time for me where everything crumble down on me at once.
i love her and my family.


guys keep me in prayer and i would want wisdom and anoiting to pull it through