hmm....
ok...recently....
i think i haf make alot of mistake...
then cause lots of unhappiness to her...

i wan to apologize first....
sorry maybe i tie u down?
too much...
i dunno wat to do to be a good bf...

ok...
i still cause insecurity...
to you...
hmmmm.... i will do my best to give u sercurity...
i m sorry to give u this kind of feeling...


hmm... went to nich house to ton... lol... i still the same fall asleep at the sofa...
while watching tv....
is the same as last time... watch tv till fall asleep...
at sofa.... and the first one.....
same as last time...
nvr get a chance to sleep at his bed... not fair can...
lol.... i keep eating at his house... i going to be fat...
haha
....
ok... went to swim oso...is kinda fun... ya....
hmmm... when i reach someone party... first thing is eat....lol...
i like eat and eat....
ok....
play game.... y8 lol....
hmmm... i make dear angry again
D;


ok...heard wen shen say tat
the earth.... is dying...

ok... i got alot of things i wan to do and i dun wan to lose it...
i felt the burden stronger than ever...
but i dun wan to stand around doing nothing... i wan to be like last time
strong.... i wan to haf a faith like a child...